Mom!!

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I have no idea what happened last night. I have no feelings for Mateo and he just like kissed the top of my head. Like who does that.

I'm laying on top of my bed thinking, my alarm clock already went off but I still have a couple minutes before I get ready.

I wonder what my mom's doing to get money for me and Elise.

Oh My God!!!
Is she a drug dealer???!!!

I mean like it's possible, she can't possibly afford a that stuff by being a waitress for not even like a whole week.

I'm tired of thinking about that so I push myself off my bed and pick out my clothes.

Black.

Helps me hide, I wear that everyday. I don't want people seeing my tear stained face and asking me questions.

I can't possible tell a stranger about my life.

Well except I did, I did tell Mateo and I hate myself for it! It is going to be so weird in school around him too. I was having a rough night I guess I just needed someone there for me.

I'll worry about Mateo later.

I pick up my phone to check the time, also to see my amazing background.
It's this new quote I found but I have no idea who wrote it.

You hate me?
Then grab a chair, sit down and wait for me to care.

I love this quote it makes me happy every time I look at it.

I put my phone down as I go down the stairs to get to school.

We have a lot of stairs.

I'm literally out of breath now! I should extrizise more often right? But who cares when you can just read books!

I open the door to peek out

AHHHH

yes I'm mentally screaming.

It's so cold outside, I just peaked outside but it's like freezing.

I put my coat on,
My warm fluffy coat and walk to school.
Well more like run, I'm kinda late and I didn't didn't even have breakfast.

        

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I have history again first period, like always.

"Why hello Charlie, why don't you have a seat. We're talking about about anyone who would be interested on being a history tutor. You would be perfect for the job,". Ms. Jones says,

Yes!!!
Now I don't even have to worry about filling an application.
I can pay for my dad's grave myself. It'll be formal and it'll have a quote on it.

"Yeah I'll totally be interested when is it starting," I say taking a seat at the front of the class, aka the only seat left. On my left is this kid Anaia who keeps picking his nose, on my right is Manny whose whose playing with the bottom of his shoe.

Why did I have to pick this seat?

"Okay I'll sign you up, it's going to be tomorrow afternoon so right after school. I'll give you the name of the kid who you'll be tutoring after class," ms. Jonas said.

I didn't have a strong connection with her but she was quite nice.

I smiled and took out my notebook.

. . .

Class was over, so I made my way over to Ms. Jonas's desk.

Thund!

Opps I triped over something.

Or someone.

That's right, Chloe.

"Get off me Bit*h!"Chloe said,  or rather yelled.
I stood up, gulping.

"Chloe! Go to class!" Ms.Jonas said as I made my clear way to her table once again.

Chloe humped and walked out the door.

Ms. Jonas shook her head and turned to me.

"So you'll be tutoring Lizzy, she is a grade above you but you seem like my only option right now. She's having lots of trouble in class though. Lizzy's Mateos sister so I suggest you get her phone number from him. I think she's absent today." She says.

I can literally feel my heart pumping in my chest! I didn't know that was real.
How am I supposed to go up to Mateo after our "sweet" encounter yesterday!!

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