I was sitting in the dressing room, so nervous and anxious. So many questions were going through my head.
Would I fall? Would I trip? Would I knock the other VS angels over. Being the first male VS angel scared me. I had to be sexy and confident.
Rn tho, I couldn't, I was too anxious. I had my own room for makeup and hair separately from the other VS angels.
I remember when my manager called saying that Victoria's Secret wanted me to be the first male angel in their fashion show. I was excited at the time but now not really.
I tapped my foot nervously as the makeup artist did my makeup and hairstylists were practically dying my hair with blonde highlights.
An hour later, once I was done, I was still anxious and nervous so I called up the one person that would make me feel better.
My beautiful boyfriend Grayson Dolan. I know the sister squad was outside near the runway but I needed him now. I needed someone to calm down.
"Hello? James?" I shivered hearing him say my name. God I just want to touch him, feel him against me.
"Grayson can u come backstage? Please?" I was dying rn from anxiety, nerves, anxiousness, idk.
"Ok but baby r u sure u want me to come over ? I mean will security let me through backstage?"
"Don't worry abt that, just come over." I growl before ending the call. Idk if that was mean or something but I needed something to distract me.
Ten minutes later I hear a knock on the door, making me jump. I open it to see Grayson, worried and confused. He was wearing a white button down shirt with the sleeves rolled up with black dress pants and a tie. I grab by the tie and kiss him.
I deepen the kiss, sliding my tongue in. "I need a distraction rn." I say in between kisses down his neck. Grayson nods and pushes me against the wall, kissing and sucking on my neck.
My weakest point.
I let out small moan as Grayson takes his pants down, slowly pushing my silk robe around.
Grayson slowly enters me before going at a faster speed. I couldn't moan too loudly or else someone would find out and that's never good.
"Grayson", I only whisper his name as I hook my legs around his hips as he thrusts harder into me. I gasp as we both cum at the same time. Luckily I don't get it on Grayson shirt. He lets go of my legs and we clean ourselves up.
I'm still nervous though, ig Grayson clearly could tell. "Look at me baby, your gonna do great. You walk down that runway and show everyone how sexy u r! I love you and I don't need u to run down a runway to show me how sexy you fucking r!"
He kisses me again, slowly as I deepen the kiss again. "Thanks Gray. That means a lot to me. Will u at least stay while I put my outfit on?" He nods as he sits in one of the chairs.
After what Grayson said, it made me feel more confident, more sexy, more fresh and good. I realize that I don't need to be sexy for anyone else.
I can be sexy for one person, Grayson bailey Dolan bitches. 🤘🏼.
I got into my outfit which were the shades of blues and greens and light purples. The pants had black seams at the knee and hung loosely around the ankle. I wore a crop top with sleeves with open slits exposing my shoulders. I wore matching gloves with my outfit too which was super good and fresh.
I also wore matching strappy heels to match the outfit. Before I would go on the runway, they would put on the last piece. It kinda reminded me of an air balloon but this has no basket.
It would be attached to my back as I would walk down the runway. Once I'm finally done with putting my entire outfit on, I go back to my room for any final touches of my makeup or hair.
I walk in and see Grayson look up. His jaw hits the floor, looking at me in awe. "Is it bad? Do u think it's bad?"
I stand there in front of him, "no no no, I love it. Fuck it's taking all my self control not to fuck against this wall again. U look fuckin sexy baby."
Grayson pulls me towards him and hold me by my hips. He kisses my toned midriff making me giggle. I had been working out for months to prepare for this show and I literally was so hungry rn.
"Grayson u should go soon, the show is gonna start in ten minutes." He chuckles before nodding and standing up. Before leaving me h mouths the words I love you baby. Blowing kisses at me.
I smile as I look at myself again, feeling emote beautiful and more confident now more than ever.
Ten minutes later, I was standing near the runway waiting for me to go on. I had everything hooked up and ready to go for the runway. I watched the other angels like Gigi Hadid, Kendall Jenner, and Bella Hadid and many more walk down the runway.
Before I knew it, I was motioned to go on, and so I did. I literally walked down the runway, sashaying my way down, moving my arms around to make the wing things look prettier.
Once I reach the end of the runway, I see Grayson literally blowing kisses at me and clapping. I blush and pivot to walk back, before I do, I blow a kiss to him specifically and continue walking back.
Once the fashion show was over, I walked over in a black suit and black heels. I wore a smokey eye and immediately saw the rest of the sister squad.
Grayson comes over as we both needed to pose for pictures, he looks at me while pulling me closer, "I love you baby, u killed it out there. Your so beautiful." He says into my ear, holding my waist even tighter and kisses my forehead. Making the press go crazy.
I look at him and say, "I love you Grayson bailey Dolan." We both smile at each other, lost in each other.
A/N:
This is pretty long, some smut, sorry I didn't say in the beginning but whatevs. Hope u enjoyed.... 😝

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Fanfiction'Grayson was sitting in his room, fiddling with a blue velvet box. He was nervous, when James came home, but he was ready to ask.' #7 Jayson (January 5, 2019)