Dancing High (Park Jisung FanFic)

七 𝙼𝚒𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚔𝚎𝚜

Shengling P.O.V
The recording last night went well, Hoya Coachi- I mean, Baba said that my voice was beautiful. Today is the next day and it's my practice with Jisung. I went there early to start warming up. After awhile Jisung went in the practice room...as usual he didn't greet me and had an unpleasant face on "okay Ive got some choreos already I'll show you" after he said that he started teaching me the dance. We decided to use Barcode by HOAN and Vinxen as our ace

Time skip
I keep on making small JUST SMALL mistakes and Jisung got mad at me really bad "SERIOUSLY JINGSHEN! YOU KEEP MAKING THE SAME MISTAKES OVER AND OVER AGAIN! ITS ALREADY 9:45PM!" He shouted at me "I-I'm so-sorry....I'll change..." I told him but as usual...he didn't accept it "CHANGE? JINGSHEN YOU WILL NEVER CHANGE! ALL YOU DO IS CRY EVERYDAY! UGH IM SO DONE WITH YOU!" He was about to leave the door but I questioned him "what about tomorrow?..." I asked "who cares about tomorrow! You're still going to make the same mistakes anyways! *slams door*" great...this is all my fault...if only I did it properly...it's okay Shengling you have the night, you can practice all night, make Jisung proud Kong Shengling...

Time Skip

It's now 7:39am and I haven't slept yet....I'm so dizzy...suddenly a had an anxiety attack

Jisung P.O.V
Ugh, another training day 🙄🙄🙄 c'mon Jisung it's just day 2, but freakin Huang Jingshen! "She is so annoying, god how I wish I just had Yoonjun as my partner! Jingshen is not even hard working- wait...Jingshen?" I questioned myself as I entered the dance practice room and saw Jingshen on the floor breathing heavily. I quickly approached her and lay her on my lap "hey hey hey stay awake stay awake" I lightly taped her face but no response "shit, has she been practicing all night?! This is all my fault!" I carried her bridal style to bring her to the hospital but I was stoped by Lucas Hyung "Jisung? What happened to my sister?" He question "not now Hyung! I need to take her to the hospit-"

Lucas: don't take her to the hospital
Me: but why!? Can't you see she passed out!!?
Lucas: trust me Jisung! I'm her brother, come with me to the dorm me and Yuta will take care of her

We both rushed to their dorm

Time Skip

Fortunately, Jingshen is okay...she just needs rest because she didn't sleep last night and practiced OUR dance....*sigh* "Jingshen...I'm sorry...." I sat beside her bed and held her hand "hope you will forgive me when you wake up..." I told the sleeping Jingshen, suddenly Lucas went in the room "Jisung...I need to talk to you..." Lucas called me as I went with him outside

Me: what is it Hyung?
L: ...there is something you need to know about Jingshen...on why she is like that...
Me: okay, tell me
L: you see...what happened awhile ago was an Anxiety attack...
Me: Anxiety?
L: she doesn't only have Anxiety...she has Depression and ADHD as well....

Flashback
ALL YOU DO IS CRY EVERYDAY!
End of flashback

Me: o-oh...I'm sorry for what I did...
L: it's fine...there is more you need to know though....
Me: what is it?
L: Jingshen is not really Huang Jingshen...or even my sister....
Me: what do you mean?
L: Jingshen ran away from her family here....they were supposed to go back to China after a vacation here but since they never loved her she decided to run away and it worked....as she was going to the SM building since she is happy when she is there, some dudes just attacked her and stole her jacket so she was walking there sleeveless...that's why I asked for your jacket and give it to her...after that I found her outside and I took her in the building. She fainted after that due to the coldness but before she fainted she told me not to bring her to the hospital because they have her record here so we, me and Yuta took her to our dorm. We found out that she could sing and that she wanted to be a trainee in SM so we made her a trainee but they had to hide her identity so they made her my sister and I named her Huang Jingshen...
Me: so what's her real name...
L: Kong Shengling....
Yuta: guys, she is awake now
L: Jisung this is your chance...go talk to her
Me: okay Hyung, thank you for telling me this-
Yuta: she went back to her dorm since it's time to sleep already, you too Jisung go to sleep
Me: can I stay with her Hyung?
L: all the way in Itaewon?
Me: yeah, it's fine
L: okay then, have fun Jisung

Time Skip

I arrived at Jingshen- I mean, Shengling's house. It was pretty dark and...okay I'm afraid of the dark so I went in her room

Me: *barges in*
S: oh- Sunbaenim? What are you doing here?
Me: nothing...*sits beside her*
S:...
Me: look...I'm truly truly terribly very very sorry...for everything...Lucas told me already about you Shengling
S: *gasp* *tries to run away*
Me: *grabs her wrist* Shengling it's okay, I'm the only one who he told
S: *starts crying*
Me: *back hugs her* he also told me about your depression...I'm so sorry for insulting you yesterday...I regret everything I shouldn't have do-
S: *turns around and faces him* it's okay...
Me: are we friends?
S: yeah :)
Me: yeah!- *thunder* oh...so can I stay here for the night? *shy*
S: sure
Me: but you only have one bed
S: you can sleep beside me it's fine

Wh-what?...why am I blushing??

Me: oh o-ok-okay....

Time Skip

Shengling was facing me and I was facing her as well, we both were scared of the thunder

Me: Shengling are you scared?
S: *nods head*

After she nodded her head I cuddled her

Me: you can sleep peacefully now :)
S: *hugs him back* so soft~
Me: *fuck why am I blushing*
S: *finally fell asleep*

Kong Shengling...what have you done to me...now I know everything about you...your life...what have you done Kong Shengling?

I think......

No I don't think.........

I do......

I-

I love you Kong Shengling...