Dancing High (Park Jisung FanFic)

六 𝙵𝚊𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛

(Listen to the song while reading this, it's called Father hehe)

Hoya P.O.V
I got really shocked when Jingshen just suddenly hugged me, I hugged her back of course. We decided to eat at my brothers korean bbq restaurant. As we finished ordering our food I asked her tell me the things I need to know

Jingshen: okay...so there is a lot you need to know and how I got here....so I- wait I'm sorry *starts crying*
Me: ssshhhh don't cry don't cry *hugs her* you can tell me now
Jingshen: don't be shocked...my name is not Huang Jingshen....
Me: w-what do you mean?...
Jingshen: I ran away from my family here....we were supposed to go back to China after a vacation here but since they never loved me I decided to run away and it worked....as I was going to the SM building since I'm happy when I'm there, some dudes just attacked me and stole my jacket so I was walking there sleeveless...after that Xuxi Gege, NCT Lucas found me outside and he took me in the building. I fainted after that due to the coldness but before I fainted I told him not to bring me to the hospital because they have my record here so they, Xuxi Gege and Yuta Gege took me to their dorm. They found out that I could sing and that I wanted to be a trainee in SM so they made me a trainee but I have to hide my identity so they made me the sister of Xuxi Gege and my name became Huang Jingshen...
Me: what is your real name?...Jingshen?...
Jingshen: my name is Kong Shengling....
Me: Shengling, that's a pretty name
Shengling: it's a pretty name but not a pretty meaning...
Me: is it okay if I call you Shengling?
Shengling: yeah *wipes tears* I just never knew the feeling of love. Any kind of love, love from parents, friendship love or true love. I just wished I had a father who would take care of me because my mother is the one that usually WOULD care for me but not all the time....but my father....he was abusive...there was this one time I didn't eat for a week....how I wish I could find someone who would care for me and be my father *cries*
Me: I can be your father
Shenglng: really? Why? Look at me, nobody would want me as a child
Me: first of all I'm your coach and it's my responsibility to take care of you. second, you just need some parental love and I'll be there to be your father
Shengling: .... *cries harder and hugs him* thank you for understanding me
Me: *hugs her back* anytime Shengling

Our food came and I started cooking for her on the table, some meat were done so I gave it to her first but she was just staring at the food and started crying

Me: Shengling-ah, don't you like the food?
Shengling: I do! It's just that I never ate something like this before, I was always given soup and low cooked chicken and I only eat one meal a day. I feel so loved right now
Me: do you mind if I ask, why do you always cry?
Shengling: oh I almost forgot, I was diagnosed with Depression, Anxiety and ADHD when I was 5
Me: ooooh, no wonder why you keep on moving
Shengling: yeah hehe I can't stay still for more than 10 seconds
Me: did you regret running away?
Shengling: ani, my life here is better and I feel like I found my happiness
Me: oh that's nice. By the way what's happening between you and Jisung? He always seems to glare at you
Shengling: ah...he doesn't like me for some reason, just because I cry a lot and I'm annoying...and that I'm extraordinary...but that doesn't make me hate him, he is still my Sunbaenim and I respect him a lot. That's why I wish that through our ace practice we will get closer and he will understand me better
Me: does he know that you have depression, anxiety and adhd and that you are not Huang Jingshen?
Shengling: no...he doesn't know yet, I'll wait for him to know it himself
Me: okay, why did you go on vacation here?
Shengling: my Gege wanted to celebrate Christmas here in Korea but I didn't have a merry Christmas...
Me: after we are done eating wanna play on the snow with me?
Shengling: really!?
Me: yeah! Father-Daughter time
Shengling: wahahahaha it's going to be my first time playing with snow
Me: why?
Shengling: I was always locked in my room while my parents and my Gege play outside
Me: I really don't like your parents, you should be lucky to have found me. I left Infinite and it's getting a little lonely, we could start this relationship together
Shengling: *starts crying again* I really wish you were my real father
Me: if anything happens to you, I'll be there *hugs her*

We just began eating, I fed her some meat and she looked like the happiest person in the world, I'm proud of myself haha

We went outside to play with the snow "SHENGLING-AH" I called her as I threw a snowball at her, bad idea...she got a bigger one "IM COMING FOR YOU HOYA COACHI-NIM" She threw the snowball to me as slip onto the snow "OMG R U OK IM SO SORRY HAHAHHAHAHA" she went closer to me who is laughing as well "you know Shengling, you can just call me Appa" I told her as she looked confused "Appa? What's that?" Oh yeah, she is chinese "or whatever you call father in Chinese" I told her "Baba is father in Chinese" she told me "then you can call me baba, just you don't tell the others" I told her as she nodded and- OKAY SO SHE WANNA PLAY?? "IM COMING FOR YOU KONG SHENGLING"

Shengling P.O.V
Today- I mean tonight is the happiest night of my life! I've never felt this happy before, I'm so glad I finally have a caring Father