you're on the fence about this and that's okay, that's okay, because i'm unsure of this, too.
most of all, i'm scared. so freaking scared. and that's okay, too.
this is a big thing, you know, the transition between best friend and potential boyfriend. i don't know what will happen if we do step over that line, if we don't. it's a big mess and i wish it wasn't.
all i know is that you're the best thing i've got in my life right now and i can't lose you, not now, not ever.
you're my best friend first and foremost, and it will stay that way no matter what. i'm sure of it.
(i'm still scared) (that's okay) (you're scared, too) (that's also okay)
