For my ex and my ex best friend
My ride or die
Lately I've been trying to find what you gave me in things that have no business existing in my life.
So
Ig what I'm trying to say it
You filled something inside of the dark of my eyes
Although you had plenty of reason to leave
You didn't
All I got from you was a fire that couldn't burn out even when I did
I found myself thinking about you more and more each day
Ig maybe I was to late at that point to realize
That not only did I die
But I also gave existence a piece of me that needs to be brought back
U can't wake a dead person
I wish I could grow u back and trust that ur form was sturdy enough to being thinking u were real
IT WAS REAL
and no matter how many people tell me
"I was just a walk by, a simple mistake, something of amnesia"
I will tell
From inside my hollow eye sockets
That is not what I saw
Sir u gotta believe me he's out there
I need a search party
I need the phone and the rings into the dispatch
I need legs to get me far enough to reach nonexistence
I need him
He's farther than nonexistence
But so is life
Time means nothing when it is accompanied by love so maybe they were right
Maybe instead of these 12 months
It was all just a simple drive by, something made purely of amnesia
