The Homeless Guy With a Secret! (Jelsa)

It's you?

Elsa's P.O.V

His here. Why is he here? I never thought I'd see him again and even after everything he did to me my heart still flutters in his presence as my gaze meets his. My talking just stops abruptly as soon as I enter the room and I drop the book as well as my jaw, taken by surprise as my eyes lock with his.

"Jack?" I question, unsure if he is really in front of me or just a figment of my imagination. No words leave his mouth when he sees me he just shoots out of his seat and runs over to me, embracing me in a hug. I stand there awkwardly, not hugging back. I can't forgive him that easily because every time I see his face the memories of what he did just flood back into my mind, crushing my heart once again.

He pulls away from the hug, a disappointed look in his eyes. As he looks at me a wide smile plasters on his face causing me to look at him in confusion.

"Elsa oh my god how I've missed you." He mumbles, which comes out almost as a faint whisper due to his ovewhelming emotions that I can tell he is experiencing due to the tears that are forming in his eyes. My heart aches seeing him on the verge of crying but I remain emotionless, determined not to fall for his tricks again.

"Yeah well the feelings not mutual." I say harshly. Regret immediately flashes through his eyes as he looks down at the ground.

"Wait she's the Elsa you've been obsessed over finding?" Emma asks causing me to raise my eyebrow, throwing a questioning look at Jack who looks up at me, his cheeks going red with embarrassment.

"What no..." He bluffs.

"Are you sure cause she's exactly like how you described her you said beautiful platinum blonde hair, a sweet personality and like an angel." She says and I find myself blushing, shocked that he said all that about me. I quickly shyly glance at Jack to see him red with embarrassment but before his eyes can meet mine I look away, not daring to show him how he can still evoke a reaction out of me.

"Yeah she's the girl you're still in lo-" Emma continues to say before getting cut off by the hand of Jack. Jack smiles awkwardly at me and I do the same mentally giggling in my head, gathering what she was about to say but my mind and my heart have conflicting opinions, not knowing whether this feeling that she speaks of is true or just a façade, something that he is pretending to feel and lie to me about once again. I don't know if I can trust him but I guess that is up to me to decide but I need more time, so taking my mind away from Jack I focus on Emma, she reminds me so much of Anna. Jack still has his hand over her mouth and I laugh at her next action.

"Ew Emma did you just lick me?" Jack says disgusted as he quickly retracts his hand off her mouth, wiping it down his trousers. Yep she's definitely like Anna. I can't help but giggle, causing Jack to stare at me, a smile on his face and love in his eyes. I look away, I will not fall for his tricks.

"It's you? Why are you in California?" He asks, curiosity in his eyes.

"I've always wanted to live here." I sigh, I don't really want to talk to him but I have to at least be civil.

"But why did you leave?" He asks sadness in his eyes, pathetic. Like he doesn't know why I left.

"Like you don't know." I scoff, snapping at him more harshly than I intended. His eyes widen in realisation and he looks shocked.

"Because of me?" He asks, hurt evident in his tone and on his face.

"Yes of course it is because of you! I love..." I stop myself abruptly quickly changing love to past tense. " I loved you and you broke my heart." I snap, tears beginning to well in my eyes as all the memories come back to me. This is why I didn't want to see him again my heart can't handle the pain of seeing him again when it is only just been repaired.

"Elsa..." He says sadly. I wipe my tears, turning my head away from him so that he doesn't see my tears. I turn my attention to Emma who just sits there awkwardly as she looks between us both.

"Sorry Em, I got-I gotta go." I say, my voice cracking as my heart once again start breaking.

"Okay bye Elsa." She says cheeringly.

"Elsa wait." Jack says but I don't listen I just walk out the room. I can't stay not while he is here. I need to go home. My heart...my heart can't handle the pain.

"Jack you need to go after her." Emma says,unaware to me but he looks pitiful at Emma wanting to cherish these moments with her.

"Emma I can't I need to be with you, your dying." He says and Emma sighs making him promise to go after her in a bit but the cancer slowly envelopes her and even though she doesn't want to admit it she knows that she doesn't have long left to live.

"Hey Cindy. Do you mind if I go home I'm not feeling very well." I say to the head nurse, coughing to try and convince her that I feel ill. She smiles at me worryingly but agrees and as soon as I exit the hospital, relief rushes through me. So I head out to my car, putting in my key and turn on the ignition. I fasten up my seatbelt and head home, not getting out fast enough. I sigh and just focus on the road, I quickly glance up to the mirror to see all loose parts of my hair sticking out, my face stained with tears. I look a mess. Glancing back down from the mirror, I concentrate on the road not aware of the screeching tyres in the distance as the get louder and louder, closer and closer.

Suddenly, a great impact goes into the side of the car throwing me sideways. My seatbelt protects me from getting thrown out of the window but the impact still causes my head to smash through the window, glass shards sticking in my skin as a stream of blood begins to pour down the side of my head. Luckily the car hit the passenger side so I think only my head had been damaged but slowly my mind blurs me in and out of consciousness, black spots appearing before my vision as my eyes begin to flutter shut, the uniforms of firefighters and paramedics coming to my aid before they finally close shut and I am succumbed to darkness. 

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Yes Emma has cancer and is currently in the last stages with only about a day left to live so I'm really sorry for making that and the end part really sad. Yes I have left you guys on a cliff hanger but don't worry I plan to update soon!

Bye for now
-Meg