Stories In My Head

Silence!!!

Its been six months and she is still counting the days since the person she loved disappeared. She loved him more than anything in this world. If only he knew that!! Every week she finds herself crying at night, because she is missing the person she loved. Where was he exactly? She wishes she knew so she could help him, but he doesn't want to be found so he is still remaining to be a missing person. More people should care about his disappearance, because he was a caring person to everyone he knew, he was funny, he made sure everyone was happy even if he wasn't. He deserves the whole world for what he has gone through, but no one has ever cared it seemed like it, his evil thoughts made him blind and made him think no one liked him. One day he could not take it and ran away somewhere, where no one can find him and all he could hear is SILENCE.

He loved the SILENCE it made him feel like he was in control of the world and he had nothing to worry about, no people to worry about to give him all his thoughts. But every once in a while he got the thought "people are probably happy I am gone". He needed help, to get these thoughts out of his mind, but he just didn't realize it, because he just thought it was normal and that he just was a horrible person. But if only he knew, that the one person who loved him for who he was and the person he loved, actually was still thinking about him to this day wishing he would come back.
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Nine.....
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.......SILENCE.....
was all he heard, and all she ever heard since he left.

Does he hate me?

Is it my fault?

Will he ever come back?

I wish he would come back!!!

I wish he knew, how much I miss him!!!

Come back please!!

I still love you!!

Do you love me?

Where is the person, who put a smile on my face when no one else could?

You taught me how to believe in myself, when I felt like nothing.

I miss you, please come back, so I can hear sound again and laugh, I wish you knew how much you were cared for.

But still there was silence, because he couldn't come back.

(Welp!!! I can't believe I actually wrote that, I am crying over something I wrote. Depression is something that people have to fight daily, this story is not just about a girl and a boy falling in love with each other, its about how someone got so depressed they got blind about who really liked them, and that is the sad truth because this actually happens, so many people need mental help and can't get it and don't even feel like they deserve it. But they do, because everyone matters. This story could be about anyone, because you may not think nobody loves you, but you may be surprised to know who loves you. So please if you feel depressed or mentally unstable, please talk to someone, talk to me, don't hide it or isolate yourself from the world. Because I know what it's like and its the worst feeling in the world. Now thank you for reading this rant about something that I feel very strongly about and would love to help people with.) Bye!! <3