My new boyfriend

Hello everyone. This is my first attempt towards a book. I am new to wattpad too. I hope you will like the first chapter. This chapter is unedited. And after I see your positive comments I will continue with edited version. love you all.  Life is beautiful.

Chapter 1.

It was 3 am in the morning when I saw the clock beside my bed. I dont feel sleepy. My head feels so heavy as if there is a rock loaded on it. There was no water left to shed as tears. my mouth felt like i have not had water since months. I feel exhaused, low, heartbrokwn and more importantly alone.

I composed myself get up from my bed and opened the bathroom door. I didn't turn on the lights or I forgot or light was not required anymore in my life. I should learn to live in darkness, like some dracula in movies. I removed the dracula from my thought. I sighed, and turn on the light. When I saw the mirror I couldnot belive my eyes but shocked. Is that me? is that really me ? I looked like a zombie. Anyone who will see me now will sure be dead or will shoot me in the middle of my eyes in order to kill me. Thanks god its 3AM and nobody come to me at this time. My eyes were swolen, hair was messy like a nest, my maskara was all over my cheek, just like a zombie.

I took off my glasse. After few flash of fresh chilled water on my face I feel better. I woudn't say I looked better but nevermind why do I have to look better anyways? Now I know how it feels when we lost our love, the one whome I loved for months and still does.

Now I am back to my bed to get some sleep but it didnot do any good.

his memories keep on comming back to my mind. how can he do it ? how can he forget our love. Those promise he made. Those moments we spend. those laugh we share. How could he ? was it all fake. Was I being fool all the time ? No.  No, he cant fool me. He is not fake.

I protested the little me which was on my mind. He didnt mean what he said. He was joking maybe. He loves me.

Now you are running away from the truth. My mind uttered again.

Ugh...Stop it ! I said to the voice in me.

He said right in front of the collage that he doesn't love me anymore. This cant be a joke, boys do such pranks in private not in front of the whole wrold. This is so not a joke.

what do I do now?

Do I speak to him again and beg him for my love.

No love should be earned, not beg, borrow or steal !

do I slap him for doing this to me ?

No, I can't slap him. I love him.

Then what do I do ? I love him very very much.

Stop stop stop. I again said my myself. I hate it when my mind give me a hard time when I am already in trouble.

Everything from past few months knocked my mind one by one. And I could feel tears rolled through my cheeks all over again.

I wish this day had never came. I wish I never had to go to collage. I wish I wasn't born at all.  Then he woudn't have to cheat on me.

Wait.... what ? Why wasn't I born ? I didn't do anything wrong. he cheated. he did wrong. my mind spoke again.

Gosh my mind!  if I could kill someone now, It would have been the first in my list. This freak little mind really talks a lot.

I found myself diving in the pond of my memory from past. And went back to the day when I first came to Delhi.

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The capital city of India. Delhi.

One of the busiest city. I landed on the station with my laugage. I am so  lucky to get admission in one of the best MBA collage. Since I am new to the city I am a bit scared. My dad has an old friend here and I will be accomodate with them. As a paying guest. Dad said they will be sending someone to receive me but how would I recognise that person.