Slip in through the door
Feel cold January wind fade in the vestibule
Smell of roasting and baking
Workers laugh behind the counter
Two I know and one I don't
Order my drink and slink over to a chair
As I'm getting settled, I notice the new one
She's walking over towards the bathroom
And suddenly, I'm not really in my seat anymore
I'm still in the shop, although I can't make out details
I hear a scream and see it.
The barista that's always nice to me
Going to school nearby but still on break
She knows my drink and starts it
If she sees me through the window
She's dead.
Sitting the bathroom.
Looks like an overdose.
Suicide, probably. But something isn't right.
I'm not seeing her from my body.
I'm not at the bathroom.
I'm still in my chair.
I realize all of a sudden
I'm not seeing her at all.
All I see is a cup of coffee.
The shop is quiet.
I shudder as I sip my drink
Trying to forget the dark.
2019
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Assorted Poems
PoetryVarious short poems dating back to 2014 or so A lot of inspiration from Allen Ginsberg My longer works are in a story titled "Oh Stop Light! and other poems" (some strong language and possible depression related triggers. please be safe, readers!)