You Don't Know You're Killing Me

Chapter 4

She was my heart, my soul, my everything, and I wasnt ready to let her go yet. Not to that bum of a boy friend anyway. I looked at my watch and it was a quarter to 8. She looked a little tired, so I didnt wanna do much, well not anything that was gonna take too much of her energy. So i asked the driver to take us to the Colonial Belle. She was holding the dog I had won for her and looking out the window, when we pulled up there was a boat waiting for us out on the lake.

I held her hand and helped her board the little boat, and got on after her. There was a special dish made for us and some candles lit. I don't want you to feel uncomfortable is this too much? No, it's perfect she smiled as she held onto me. As the boat began to move the music started to play. I looked at her and said I feel like this is too cliche. Something out of a movie with the spaghetti, boat, music, etc. She told me to shutup and just kept her head on my shoulder. It's not cliche, its everything to me. I looked down at her hand on my chest and smiled.

I grabbed the fork and fed her. She looked so gorgeous tonight. So I held her and we talked for almost an hour when I looked at the time. Well good thing the ride is over because we have to be back at the hotel in less than 30 minutes. We got there with 2 minutes to spare and we ran to our rooms just as the keepers were doing room checks. Whew! i said as I wiped my forehead.

Mike said man y'all foolin. They was buggin out about y'all not being back yet. I laughed and said well we here now. He said well next time make it quicker. Oh, and Carter mad as hell bro, he think you tryna take his girl. I said well I could honestly care less what that nigga mad about. If he wasn't so wack he wouldnt have to worry about anybody taking his girl, besides she's not into me anyway, she loves him! He don't even deserve her man! Nigga's be so ungrateful bro I swear I'd kill to be with her. Kill to be with who? I turned around and Raven was standing there. I nervously laughed, see nah I was rehearsing for a play.

She shook her head, whatever she said as she plopped down onto my bed. Wassup? I said nothing what brings you down here? She laughed I just wanted to plan a movie date for us tomorrow night. I smiled and said alright fa sho, meet me in here around 8 or 9 everybody will still be out and we'll have some peace and quiet. Okay she said, i'll meet you right here she said tapping the bed smiling. The very small gap between her pretty teeth was everything. I'll walk you to your room, she said okay and led the way out as I held the door, and we walked arm in arm down the hallway.

When we got to her room she held my hands and leaned against her door. I had so much fun with you tonight, it was actually the best time I ever had. I smiled and said well it was mine too and you know I enjoy every moment Im with you, I wouldn't change it for anything in the world. She put her arms around my neck so what was the best part of your day? "you" I said as she pulled my face down to hers and she kissed me. I put my arms around her waist and cuffed her booty, as we continued to kiss more until I felt her push me away. Im sorry Chris. But you dont have to be I said quickly cutting her off, it's okay really.

Between those red lips and that red dress I couldn't hold my focus. But I have a boyfriend she cried out. And nobody will know about this I promise I really do. She smirked and I put one arm one the door and lifted her chin with my finger. I planted one last soft kiss on her lips and walked down the hallway back to my room.