You Don't Know You're Killing Me

Chapter 6 (explicit)

I couldn't believe her. She thought that her explaining why she moaned out my name would erase the fact that another nigga had his shit inside her. I grabbed the blanket that I had in my carry on, and made a pallet on the floor. Mike & everybody else just watched me. My head hurt so bad I just felt like I could die. When I woke up the next morning I hadn't even remembered falling asleep I slipped on some Pyrex shorts a white tee and some slip on shoes. I couldn't enjoy myself at all. Everybody left and I was the only person at the hotel besides my old partner.

As Mike was leaving out I heard people talking about me and Raven's situation. I knew he was no good, now here he is spreading all of our business around the school. I bet she feels like a hoe now. I shook my head. I should go see if she was alright but on the flip side I need to make sure I was alright. An hour or 2 later I heard a knock at the door, I looked out the peephole and saw her standing there looking clueless. I walked away from the door I heard her cry and she banged a little and put her back to the door I turned around and did the same.. Just go away your making this hard I thought to myself.. Chris I know your in there please!... What do you want raven? Chris im sorry It wont happened again I cross my heart hope to die. I began realizing that I was in love with you Chris. I do love you, I was falling and that night it was supposed to be you! Chris YOU! that's why I wanted to come in your room in the first place. He literally forced himself on me, and I didn't know what to do I close my eyes I wanted to cry because I felt helpless and I could only think about you but when I smelled your scent I imagined it was you chris I swear.

Remember that promise we made Chris?, the one where (we both said together) "we promised not to mention it unless we were in dire need or hurt" Yeah I know. Well Chris i'm both and you are too so lets talk please! I sighed and opened the door and she tried to walk in. I put my arm up and blocked her way. So what we talking about? Chris I need to make up for what I did. I was wrong. Will you forgive me? Probably not. Will you return the favor? Hell no. I don't want it returned. Chris let me make you feel good. I looked at her crazy, what are you talking about?

Chris I never had any kinda sex before until yesterday, and you know this and I wanna apologize for everything I've done. I know I hurt you. I never meant to do that. Like I said he forced himself on me. She pushed me down and climbed on top of me. Raven stop I said. She shook her head no with tears running down her face. I love you too much. She unzipped my pants and pulled me out. Her eyes widened, and she began stroking me with her hands. I said no Raven don't you don't have to. she put a finger to my lips just shhh... I shook my head. I never done this before Chris, but im going to try my best. No Raven you don't have to prove anything to me. Before I knew it I was inside her mouth, I closed my eyes and laid back after a few minutes she moved my legs apart and continued as she rubbed my inner thighs... I felt her tongue roll over my tip and I closed my eyes tighter, she took me out of her mouth and played with it with her hands.

(Raven)

I watched as he closed his eyes, I knew it felt good to him. I really didn't know what I was doing but I guess I was doing a pretty good job, I grabbed his inner thighs which caused him to tense up a little. I wanted him so bad, it's like I fell for him over night. Just out of the blue I was crazy for my best friend. Instead of him chasing me I was chasing him. Those porno's I watch be payin off. I love you chris I said taking him into my mouth once again. He put his hands in my hair and I felt him getting himself prepared to cum. He put both of his hands through my hair and grinded up into my mouth he groaned and his breathing became harder.... mmmmm He said as I felt his juices being released into my mouth. I looked up at him who was now sleeping I laughed a little to myself and put him back inside his pants. Lord knows he needed that sleep.

I took my finger and rubbed his cum onto my lips like lipgloss and left out the room. Just the person I hoped to see. Carter was running down the hallway towards me he stopped in front of me, I kissed him and smiled. He bit his lip... (eww gross I thought to myself ima bitch lol) he said what kinda lip gloss is that? it tastes....different. I laughed oh just some new shit I borrowed from a friend. He said oh okay, I wiped my lips and said well i'll see you later I have to shower. After a few in the shower I thought to myself that bitch deserved that and laughed as I put my fingers through my hair.