okay so I've been really bored lately, and I know no one really reads this book? but I'm still gonna keep poop writing because I literally have this book running through my head 24/7 and everytime I think of something new to put in I freak out and open my phone to start writing.
so there isn't gonna be a schedule of when I post, its all about whether I'm bored that day-almost everyday-and or I get an idea.
so enjoy my awkward self :-)
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Sam's p.o.v.
I don't know how I should feel about what happened a couple of hours ago, but as of now, Hayden is sleeping on my stomach and fast asleep. everytime she breathes from her nose the hair is slightly pushed out. her light yet dark brown hair is so long that it covers her breast as she lays there naked, with more than half her body covered with my white blanket.
I grabbed the pillow to the left of me and slowly slid it under her head and pushed my body out from under her. I got up and crawled off the bed, walking over to my dresser, putting on boxer briefs and some gray sweats. I walked out the door, down the stairs and to the kitchen.
Grabbed a glass off the shelf and filled it with water from the fridge. took a few sips and set it on the counter. I walked to the edge and leaned forward saying allowed, "I just took a girls virginity.." rubbing my face roughly.
"are you going to follow through with those actions?" someone said walking through the glass sliding door. I looked up to see a concerned Kian starring at me scratching the back of his neck with his left hand.
"I don't know what I'm supposed to do.." I said in all honesty, I actually didn't know what to do, I'm more confused about what got over me up stairs then about what to do.
why did I have to act like that, and sense it being her first time.. she's gonna be in so much pain when she gets up, I was moving that fast, so harshly, with So much anger.. it felt amazing, but she, I feel so bad for her.
"is the girl still upstairs?" kian asked me sitting down at one of the stools on the other side of the island in the kitchen.
"yea she's in my be-" I stopped talking cause I heard soft foot steps coming down the stairs and then a faint little voice, speaking just above a whisper say, "Sam..?" she sounded terrified, not knowing what to do or where I went.
I looked down at the counter rubbing my forehead and replied also as quiet, "I'm in the kitchen, come here" she walked in, now wearing my button up shirt and her pink lace underwear.
"how come you're wearing my shirt?" I said eyeing her up and down, her tiny frame couldn't even fit in the shirt, the bottom went half way down her thighs almost to her knees and the sleeves were way to long, her hands didn't even come out of them.
"because mine doesn't have anymore buttons.. you wripped it off, remember?" she looked over at kian who was looking between the two of us and ever so often looking from me to her, then back to me with concern.
"you wripped the shirt off of her?" he asked me, laughing at the end and slightly shaking his head in disapproval.
I just looked down and turned to the counter again, and Palm the edge of the counter. I watched her small feet pad over to me very slowly and cautious, she walked as if she was terrified of what my reaction would be if she touched me.
she made it right next to me and stood facing the counter, then slowly turned to me and kissed my shoulder, then grabbed my cup of water that was now empty and went to the fridge to fill it up again, take a sip a couple times till it was gone and set it in the sink.
me watching her the entire time, she was adorable.. the way she was so awkward and patient. it was just how I used to be. But when she kissed me on the shoulder, I felt something, something I haven't felt for a while.
it was a strange feeling. the feeling of her lips on my skin, somewhere other then my lips felt pleasing.
I felt as if I couldn't hold the demon inside contained. I knew it was gonna happen sooner or later. I'm going to probably tag her as mine, but something feels off about this whole thing, about her.
I'm almost positive kian could sense what I was feeling cause he looked at the dainty girl standing by the sick, with So much concern. I'm concerned for her, she was radiating off an oara that screamed danger.
you could tell something or someone has done something of the in known to her. I still can't pin point whether it was a bad or good thing, but you could tell she was still slightly scared about it.
That, slight feeling of fear you get from looking into her eyes, you don't get scared, you can just tell she's had a lot of pain in her eyes. They don't sparkle the way there supposed to. there more dull, still magnificently beautiful.. but almost sad looking.
she was a very beautiful girl with a horrifyingly tragic past.
she slowly turned around and gently padded over to me, and slid her hand on my back slightly then followed in action to the posture I was standing in. she planned the edge of the counter and rested her body on her now balancing arms, turned her head slightly and said, "I'm starving.. do you have anything to eat?"
I took a breathe in as I leaned up and stretched out, yawning and looking at her soft face while replying, "look in the fridge. you can eat whatever's in there"
kian butting in and saying, "ask me first, don't want you to eat my left overs from last night" he said adding a wink at the end then looking at me with a smile so simple with his eyes closed.
she just giggled a little and tip toed over to the fridge swaying her hands back and forth while looking at sam with a goofy grin, "okay then, what can I eat," she said swinging the fridge open, "can I eat this?" she pulled out a foam box.
"no you can not" he said sniffling a laugh, she repeatedly pulled out random things, joking while asking the same question, "can I eat this?" and him just simply replying with different ways to say no, with the occasional 'Nada'
her giggling slightly and saying, "well so far, I'm not allowed to eat anything in this house.. so I'm just gonna eat what ever is in the box" she said while pulling out the very first thing she showed kian. The foam box.
"no those are my left overs." he said looking at her, trying to pull a furious face, while she just looked at him making a silly serious face and saying, "I'm going to eat this."
she opened the box and her eyes practically popped out of her head realising they were chocolate chip pancakes.
she said a bit louder then her normal voice, not yelling. but louder "I love cold pancakes!" to us it didn't sound like we were yelling, but t i her it probably seemed like she was screaming.
she stuck her small hand in the box and wripped a small piece of the cake and shoved it in her mouth, fake moaning and looking at kian with a devilish grin.
"oh you better share some with me." Me and kian said in unition.
she just gestured her hands towards the food and raised her eye brows as she was currently picking another piece of pancake pout of the box.
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lol Idk. I felt like putting pancakes into it some how cause I'm craving pancakes rn.
but btw just so you know, Kian and Sam and all of his other friends are DEMONS. do you hear me?
D E M O N S
that's what I was trying to put in but wasn't doing a very good job about it but whateverrrr.
hope you liked it ;-)
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