Httyd oneshots

Chapter 28

Hiccup stared at his wall staring at the knife that lay on the desk it is bloody by his own blood and the horrific thing of all it was him that did it to many scars so skinny that his stomach is caving in on itself his spine poked out and his ribs were on display and his stomach is nothing his arms and legs are full of scars he just doesn't know wether to tell the gang or just end it here

Flashback

Hiccup haddock is playing with Astrid their playing speed stinger tag "FREEZE" shouted hiccup catching Astrid "OH MAN HICCUP WON" shouted tuff hiccup laughed this is before he became depressed

End of flashback

A tear slid down his face then he remembered something again

Flashback

Hiccup is being pushed into the wall by a guy named jk he punched him in the stomach worst part is him and Astrid are dating "well bitch I got Astrid so go fuck of you worthless fat ugly bitch loser" he then punched him but he only said that him and Astrid are not dating their just best friends but hiccup didn't know that

When hiccup got to his hut he took out a blade and stared his reflection showing in the knife "he is right I am fat" said hiccup as he sliced his wrist "ugly" he said again then did the same thing "waste of space and loser" said hiccup 3 slices fir that blood is now coming from his wound the cool red dripping blood felt right he smirked torturing himself actually felt good

End of flashback

He and tears now streaming down his face

Flashback

Astrid and the gang are just talking and smiling before jk came "guys look its a lake" said tuff "yea let's hop in" Said ruff

Everyone came back in swim suits and swam splashed for the rest of the day.

End of flashback

He had to he couldn't leave his friends jk is right but it doesn't mean he has to die for being himself no he wanted to but his family his dragon his friends are holding him back so he walked to the clubhouse

"Guys I have something to say" Said Hiccup "finally your giving me the job as leader of the dragon riders" said jk "no I'm not i have just got something to say" Said Hiccup jk put a arm around her shoulders and Astrid peeled It off "well I have been suffering from depression for a while now" said hiccup that earned gasps from the gang praying to the gods he didn't do what they think he did

Hiccup sighed and pulled his t shirt off the gang gasped at how skinny his body is "why why hiccup why did you do this to your self" said Astrid she was the only one who barely had enough courage to speak up he then turned his head away and showed his arms old and new scars recent and not were placed on his pale freckled arms "no..no..no hiccup why" they barely choke out tears streaming down their face

"I would tell you but your gonna turn against me" Said Hiccup "please hiccup I beg of you" soda them "fine jk has been bullying me since he came here" said hiccup "HOW DARE YOU TRY TO BLAME ME!" Shouted jk "the dude has the nerve to blame me and cut himself" said jk "you forget one thing jk" said snotloud "Hiccup is a horrible lier" said Astrid

"Astrid your not gonna beat up your boyfriend are you I would hate for you to split because of me I'm just a burden a nuisance" Said Hiccup "HES NOT MY BOYFRIEND" Astrid shouted looking at hiccup then at jk on the floor and clenched her fist she grabbed the collar of his shirt and said "what did you do to my hiccups confidence!" She shouted

Not even 1 minute later jk is on the floor beaten "their now hiccup please just tell us!" Shouted the, As they all do a big hug around him they are all crying and a silent small voice came from inside.

"Ok"

Wow I have write some real depressing stuff in my life but that has to be one of the. Most