LILIAGod i am such an asshole! I have a wonderful boyfriend and yet here i am flirting with the school's most infamous fuckboy.
Jamie pushes my hand off his thigh and rolls his stone cold eyes "Lilia go bother your boyfriend or literally anyone that's not me." Despite popular belief I'm actually not an idiot, i know i should go find Will. It's not Will's fault he walked in while i was making movies on Jamie for the second time today.
It's also not my fault that Will barely even looks at me anymore, that he can't even finish while looking at me, even if i fake.
I love Will, truly i do.
We have been together since the eighth grade and i just wanted to make him jealous. I just wanted him to feel a smidge of the jealousy that i feel everytime he says he's not in "the mood" everytime he moves away from me. I just wanted the burning jealousy or the hot passionate makeup sex. Any reaction other than him just scoffing and running out.
The person i least wanted to truly talk to finally decided to grace us all with her presence. I always envied Lucy, her perfectly tanned skin, her almond shaped moss green eyes. I was practically coal black with coal black eyes and not even a stereotypical "black ass." Lucy plopped sloppily into Owens lap making me smile, at least the person i was trying to make jealous was my boyfriend.
"Have you seen Will?"
She simply stared at me, showing no signs of knowing who i am before shaking the fog from her head and pouring out slurred words.
"Yaa i think suully put hum to bed in Dava's old room."
Oh thank god for Sully! Will is probably wasted off his ass and Sully was there to save him. As shitty as i feel, i also can't help but feel happy that there is another explanation for Will's lack of return maybe...maybe this means he hasn't given up on us.
On the way to Lucy's older brothers room i had to dodge three groping drunk guys and at least one wasted girl. I took a deep breath and put on my best smile before opening the door.
Solly
Will didn't try to move and if i wasn't so shocked i probably would have yelled at him. Instead i found myself running after Lilia without so much of a clue as to what to say or do. I'm pretty sure it wasn't supposed to be me running after her but for some odd reason i continued nonetheless with the strange urge to comfort her, until she turned around.
Lilia
Sully wasn't hot or handsome, he was beautiful and somehow that made the whole situation worse. Now, with him standing only three feet in front of me, i found myself wanting to melt into those crystal blue eyes only to remember how much i should hate him. Somehow i was on the ground and Sully's arms were wrapped around me. This is wrong, it shouldn't be him. Will should have run after me not the...the...the Person he was sucking face with.
Sully
I know it was wrong for me to be hugging Lilia. Minutes ago i was kissing her boyfriend and i really liked it. He felt strong, like i didn't need to worry about breaking him. He wasnt some fragile piece of ass he was a man and he was my equal and it felt great. It was almost as if Lilia was reading my mind
"YOU SHIT! YOU THINK YOU CAN TURN MY BOYFRIEND INTO SOME SOME F-AG?!"
Lilia's voice broke and i tried not to cringe at her words. Its not like i was trying to hurt her, not like i was fantasizing about her boyfriend....just about boy's in general.
"YOU DON'T EVEN LOOK LIKE A BOY YOU LOOK LIKE A FAGGY GIRL WHICH IS THE ONLY REASON WILL DIDN'T RESIST b-beCAUSE....Will lo-ves girls he love-loves me and you'll regret this."
Just in time Will walks out and is greeted by Lilia who drags him into a big bear hug. Will's eyes meet mine and he gives me a pleading stare, I'm going home.
Hey guys I'm sorry its short it just felt like the right place to stop idk who I'm talking to cause the only person who's seen this so far is me lol
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Solomon
RomansSophomore year of high school was supposed to go smoothly for Solomon (Solly) Dolmer. He wouldn't do drugs, he wouldn't miss school, he wouldn't get in trouble, and he wouldn't fantasize about boys, no matter how much he wanted to. This was the mant...