Ever since that night the only thing on my mind is Jamie...his smirk, his genuine smile, his laugh, his hands, him being inside me, his kisses that can range between so rough and so gentle but always passionate DAMN his kisses and DAMN his sweet caressing of my body how am I not supposed to be not only blinded by uncontrollable, undeniable lust for this boy but also true, powerful emotions that quite honestly scare the shit out of me.?
"So whats the elaborate breakup plan" My words Result in Lucy's face twisting into one of pure confusion
"Its been two weeks the rumors are over so we can break up and things can go back to normal" Except now I have James
Lucy just shakes her head
"I still hear rumors we should give it a little more time""They aren't exactly affecting me anything left I can deal with. So whats the big plan if your going to slap me don't do it to hard okay?" Im almost giddy if we break up I can spend more time with James and less time posting pictures of our "dates"
"Wow am I that difficult to be in a relationship with or are you just actually a fag?"
Her words hit me like a brick
Lucy
Shit! Eliot's face falls so far so fast I'm scared ill step on it. The one person who actually treats me like a human. Everybody always said we would end up together but the chances just seem to be getting slimmer and slimmer. "Luce that wasn't cool" he's not gay he's just shy just ask he's just shy maybe its his way of flirting. "Do you like me?" Eliot's eyes wander around as if he's looking for some kind of camera "No" I know ill regret what im about to do but what does it matter at this point I drag the only person who I have ever truly loved the only person who I have ever truly relied on out of the bathroom and I yell the words im not sure he has really accepted himself but I never wanted him to get hurt.
James
I heard the yelling before I saw the fighting. Eliot cut the girl off mid declaration and announced it himself. "Yes I'm gay call me whatever you want but im still me. Any homophobic ass in here can deal with it honestly people who cares." While everyone knew his question was redundant William still decided it was his responsibility to answer. "Yah I got a problem! Why you trying to take me down with you? What the fuck is wrong with you, your a fucking freak!" I couldn't help but flinch at his words remembering Solly's soft skin and how perfectly he fit in my arms, reigning my temper in I convinced myself Solly could handle this, at least, that is, until William decided to throw the first punch.
I've been hit enough to know that when Solly's head snapped back with force as he fell to the floor something was messed up. In retrospect it would probably just result in a concussion but that didn't stop me from tackling Will to the floor with so much for something was crushed with a sickening crunch.
I would've felt bad, I should've stopped hitting him, but all I saw and heard was Solly. Him beneath me, his smile, his lips, him bleeding on the floor barely a foot away from me. They pulled me off the bloodied body and I walked away from Will from Solly from the deathly quiet hallway and burning stares of pure fear.
If all it took to take my precious boy down was one punch I couldn't imagine the result of my brother finding out how much I desired Solly.
Solly
My jaw was fucked. Apparently I had some sort of jaw problem and that's why it always made weird popping noises, hurt like a bitch when Will dislocated it though. I couldn't find James and I had no idea where he lived. I hated myself for how much I missed him.I knew he could never miss me that way but fuck it didn't help that he was absolutely drop dead gorgeous and that he beat the shit out of the guy who bullied me before he could even get a second punch in.
The next day at school I cornered him real quick the look he gave me wasn't one of annoyance when I shut the bathroom door behind him. His beautiful face was scrunched up in a look of fear and something else that I couldn't quite distinguish.
"Solly what?-" he clears his throat and I watch, memorized as his Adam's apple bobs and he swallows quickly "what do you want?"Sorry I know this shit is really short and that I haven't updated in forever I'm just so busy with school and things have been so fucked I hope you enjoyed this and please please
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Solomon
RomanceSophomore year of high school was supposed to go smoothly for Solomon (Solly) Dolmer. He wouldn't do drugs, he wouldn't miss school, he wouldn't get in trouble, and he wouldn't fantasize about boys, no matter how much he wanted to. This was the mant...