This book is dedicated to the one and only @xxLuckyCharmedxx
I just want everyone to know no matter what you go through or the way things happen in your life love yourself and thank god for another day. Every day is not promise so love those who hate you. Always put yourself first before anything. I've been thru some things and still going thru them but I'm making it day by day. I'm still fighting and I don't plan on giving up, ever. With that being said I hope everyone enjoy this book.
Chapter 1
|Alyana Owens|
My name is Alyana Owens, but my friends call me Aly or Yana. I'm 17 years old. I'm not good for anything but to lay on my back. I'm a fat, ugly, sloppy, worthless pig, and I don't deserve to live.
I'm living with my abusive, harassing, perverted uncle till I'm old enough to leave.
I cut myself to get rid of the pain. My uncle beats and rapes me. None of my friends don't know because I'm too scared to hear or see their reaction.
I don't want to be the big girl who uncle rapes her every day or the big girl who looking for attention. So I don't say anything about it.
I cry myself to sleep every night wishing that my parents were still here. I watched my mom get killed right in front of me. My dad died from an heart attack. So I had no choice, but to live with my uncle. Last time I tried to escape he beat me so bad I couldn't go anywhere for two months. My friends came looking for me he just never answered the door. There are bars on the windows so I can't go out the window.
In order to open the door you need a key to unlock it from the inside.
I just don't want to be here anymore. I pull my razor from my back pocket. I grab my release towel and bit down on it as I take the razor across my wrist.
Maybe it's meant for me to die.
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I woke up to feel pressure from between my legs. I snap my eyes open to see my uncle ramming his dick into me. I instantly start to cry.
"Pl-please sssstopp you're hurting me." I cried trying to push him off of me.
SLAP!
"Bitch shut up and take this dick." He grunted. I don't know how long he's been at it, but I know he's close. Why does this keep happening to me? What did I do to deserve this? I was so into my thoughts I didn't even know he removed himself from me.
"That pussy gets tighter ever time I'm in it." He said. He smacked my ass and walked out the room like he didn't just rape me for the fifth time. The man I thought was supposed to care, love, and watch me is abusing me, raping me, and degrading me.
I silently cried to myself. I didn't care if I was late to school today. I just wanted it all to be over.
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After what happened this morning I was two hours late for school. I took my time getting ready. I threw on some sweat pants, a tanktop, a long sleeve Last Kings Sweater, and my black and gold KDs. I had to keep my hair down to hide the redness on my left cheek and the purple and blue marks on my neck. I quickly made my way down the stairs lucky my uncle was passed out. I opened the door and rushed out. I didn't need him touching me.
The walk to school took me thirty minutes. I walked through the doors with my head down walking to third period. I thought I walked into a wall, but inside of hitting the hard tile floors I didn't.
I look up to see Keith Daniels AKA Mr. Kush. His the leader of RNF (Real Nigga First) That's the name of his gang. His gang involves Rony who is his right hand, Lonnie, and Cosmo, and of course his workers, but they are not important.
I have two friends. One name is Logan, but goes by Lonnie and the other is Claude better known as Cosmo. I do a little from time to time to help save some money, buy clothes, and other things I need.
"I'm I'm s-sorry Keith." I couldn't help but turn red in the face.
"You good beautiful." He said. His voice is just so ugh! But I know he'd never want to be with a girl like me.
"Well uhh you could let go now I think I could manage." I said biting my lip. I only do that when I'm nervous.
"My bad." He said. I nodded. The warning bell rung so I quickly moved passed him to head to class.
Today is one of them days that's going to be long.
Since I have nothing else to do I guess I'll just take a nap until class over.
