Chapter 11
|Keith "Kush" Daniels|
We had got everything from her uncle house. He wasn't there which made me mad cause I wanted to murk that nigga.
"Is that everything?" I asked putting the bags in the back.
"Yes I got everything." She said. When we get to my house I'm making sure she don't have any type of sharp objects around. I don't need her to think about cutting again.
I just hope we can work on her and build her confidence. I truly hate to see Alyana like that and I honestly don't want to see it again.
|Alyana Owens|
I was finally out my uncle house. I've only been living with Keith for about three days now and it's been fun. Shantel live here until she find her own place.
"Alyana you want to watch a movie with Shantel and me?" Keith asked leaning against the doorway.
"Yeah what movie we watching?" I asked throwing my hair in a messy bun.
"I don't know Shantel in charge of that and I ordered pizza." He said.
During the movie I couldn't help, but feel happy. Shantel and I talked everything out. It was good we got to know each other even though we started out on the wrong foot.
Keith looked at me all night. We cracked jokes, ate all kinds of junk food, watched movies, basically had a good time.
I was glad I'm in a place were I feel wanted and love.
1 month later...
|Keith "Kush" Daniels|
Today I finally got the courage to ask Alyana to be my girlfriend. I hope she say yes. I walked toward her room. She was sitting in the bed watching TV.
"Can we talk?"
"Yeah sure." She said. Here goes nothing.
"Alyana you know I really like you. We've been spending time together over the past month and I was wondering would you like to be my girlfriend?" I asked. I was nervous as hell.
"No." She said.
"What?"
"Keith you deserve someone better then me. I-I can't do that to you. I just can't."
"What the fuck you mean no? You can't?" I yelled. She can't be serious right now.
"I'm sorry Keith, but you don't want me you just feel sorry for me and that's all. You gave me a place to stay and that's it. We can still be friends." She said. I looked at her.
"Come on Alyana I would never feel that way. I love you and I want to be with you. Just give me a chance." I said grabbing her hand. She snatched her hand away from me.
"NO YOUR JUST SAYING THAT! ONCE YOU GET TIRED OF ME YOU'LL LEAVE JUST LIKE EVERYONE DOES. I HATE YOU! I DON'T WANT YOU. JUST LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE! GO FIND SOMEBODY ELSE TO PLAY FUCKING HOUSE WITH KEITH! I DON'T LIKE YOU NEVER DID, NEVER WILL!" She yelled pushing me out the room and slamming the door in my face. I just looked at the door confused on what just happened.
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Over the pass couple of weeks I've been asking Alyana to be my girl, but she still telling me no. If I walk in the room she leaves. It's like she can't even stand to be around ah nigga or something.
I try to talk to her, but she ignores me. So I just gave up. Since she don't want ah nigga it's whatever.
|Alyana Owens|
I'm so glad Keith left me alone. He deserves someone better then me. I push him away because I know he just feels sorry for me and I don't want that. He'll just find somebody better then me. So I distance myself from him, ignore him, or give him attitude. I noticed he been on his phone a lot more lately. He been smiling must be a hoe he met.
"Who got you all smiling?" I asked. He didn't even look at me he just walked out the room.
"Fuck you too." I mumbled. I turned on the TV flipping through the channels. Keith came down the stairs looking fine asf.
"Where you going?"
"Why you care?" He spat. I looked at him. I'm not gone lie I was hurt by the way he was responding to me, but whatever.
"I don't care." I spat back. He chuckled.
"But yet you asked where I'm going, but yet you don't care. Yeah okay." He laughed walking out the house. I just at there watching the door. He just laughed. Wow.
I guess I had fallen asleep because I woke up hearing voices coming from the kitchen. I got up and stretched.
"Hey Shantel." I said walking in the kitchen toward the fridge.
"Hey Yana." She said back. Shantel and I became close ever since I moved in. I didn't notice the other girl until I turned around.
"Oh I'm sorry you are?" I asked the unknown female that had Keith arms wrapped around her waist.
"I'm Katrina, Keith's girlfriend." She said. I spit my water out.
"His what?"
"His girlfriend." I'm not gone lie she was gorgeous. I guess he really did find him somebody better then me. I rolled my eyes at her.
"He could do better." I said with an attitude.
"Excuse me?" She said.
"You heard me." I spat back. Shantel looked at me shaking her head. But at the time I didn't care.
"Alyana that's enough. You don't even know her." He said.
"Don't do it." Shantel whispered to me. I ignored her. If I can't have him no one else can.
"She not good enough for you." I said. He looked at me.
"So who is good enough for me? You?" He asked. I was a little taken back from his tone.
"You could never have me." I said. What the hell am I saying?
"Baby let's just go. It's seems your little house pet don't know her place." The trick said. He shook his head and they walked out the door. House pet? The bitch got some nerve.
"Way to go Yana. You can't get mad or catch an attitude cause he got him a girl. You hate him, remember? He feel sorry for you, remember? He can do so much better then you, remember? You told him you didn't want him, that you hated him, and to move on so that's what he did. Now you feel some type of way cause he got a new bitch on his side that ain't you and you throwing shade cause it's not you. Way to be mature about it." Shantel said laughing and walking out the kitchen. I just stood there looking like a damn fool.
