Chapter 12
3 months later...
|Alyana Owens|
Since Keith got with that bitch he barely home and when he is he gone again. I see him more at the trap then I do at home. All I do is mop around and look sad. But this is what I wanted right? Right?
"Where you going?"
"Out to mind my business." I spat to Shantel. Okay so I've been a little bitchy toward everyone, but I don't care.
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I did something I knew would get Keith attention. I went to get my hair and nails done, I bought myself a whole new wardrobe. I feel more confident with myself. I'll have Keith chasing me like a lost puppy.
We had an important meeting, but of course I was fashionably late. I walked in and all eyes were on me. I held my head high and my shoulders straight. I found a seat right in front so Keith could get a good look at what he missing.
"Them Northside niggas looking for recruits I heard so I want a few of you to go and act like you hate me and join them. I need info on whatever gone happen. Basically you gone be my eyes and ears while you there. Do not get caught either. I want to take over the Northside before Christmas. If I do everybody pockets gone be phat." I stopped listening after that. I was mad because he didn't once look at me during the entire meeting. After the meeting was over I approached him. Time for plan B.
"Hey Keith." I said.
"Wassup?" He didn't even look up from his work. Ugh! I walked over to him and sat on his lap. He looked at me agitated and confused.
"What the fuck you doing Alyana?"
"I want you." I purred. He chuckled pushing me off him. I was literally hurt.
"Alyana you don't want one nor do you need me. You hate me." He said using me exact same words back on me.
"Keith I do what you. I did all of this for you." I said trying to get back on his lap, but he pushed me away.
"Alyana I don't know what's gotten into you, but this ain't the Alyana I know. Besides I tried to wife you, you turned me down every time. I moved on I got a girl who treat me right and not afraid or hide shit from me. I'm happy." He said. I looked in his eyes and seen nothing, but the truth. My heart broke. I just wanted to cry.
"You don't want her. You WANT me." I said.
"No I wanted you. There's a difference. Which means I did want you, you know past tense, but now I don't." He said. I couldn't hold the tears any longer.
"Keith please." He shook his head.
"Get out Alyana."
"Wh-What?"
"Leave. This Alyana ain't the real Alyana. You acting like one of these hoes that'll give away pussy at the snap of a finger. Coming in here half fucking naked, trying to seduce me and shit not working. I expected better from you Alyana but this" He pointed at me from head to toe "not what I want. I tried with you Alyana, but you've been nothing but rude, hot headed, and a total bitch toward me, my girl, and everybody else. Not even Cosmo or Lonnie want to deal with your ass. You just turned into a bitch for no reason. Get yourself together Alyana for you lose the little bit of people that do love you." He said. I didn't know what to say. Am I losing my friends, the only family that I have left since I left my uncle house? I looked at him one last time before I walked out.
|Keith "Kush" Daniels|
I don't know what's wrong with Alyana, but she needed to hear the truth. I'm not about to lie in her face. She came in here looking like a straight up hoe. It's damn near 30 fucking degrees outside who you know walking around in short ass skirts where you can see they ass barely covered? Hoes right? Right.
I just shook my head at what she was doing during the meeting. That wasn't a turn on for me. I like my girls confident, but with class not that shit. Opening her fucking legs so I could see she didn't have any underwear on, winking, and blowing kisses and all that other shit. That just pissed me off. She not thinking straight so I gave it to get raw and uncut.
I don't sugar coat shit. I felt bad, but she needed to hear it. She losing sight on what's in front of her. She don't even love herself so how could she love me or anybody else?
