narrative | changlix

XXXIII.

the next day

I woke up by someone petting my hair.

"mmm~" I mumbled. I slowly opened my eyes only to see that I'm lying on changbins chest and he's petting me, still half sleeping. it took me a moment to realize. I pulled away and sat. we were on my bed...in my flat. because of my thoughts I forgot you have to get off the person and only pulling away doesn't work. I was sitting on changbin now.

my face turned red immediately.

,,ah!!! I'm so sorry!!!!" I said, as I hid my face with my hands when I noticed he was looking at me.

,,its so awkward.." i mumbled as he took my hands off my face and held them in his. my face was burning already. he still said nothing but looked in my eyes.

,,i-..how did we get here? why are you here? why was i sleeping on you? w-"

"wait.." he said with his ruspy morning voice that turned me on so much every single time.

,,you don't remember what happened yesterday?" he gave a questioning look.

,,..don't tell me you were driving drunk"

,,what? I was driving?"

,,no way, i was home yesterday for sure."

,,Felix... we kissed yesterday."

,,WHAT" i widened my eyes.

,, yeah, like this" he said as he pulled me so close to him that I almost fell on him and pressed his lips on mine. in that moment I remembered everything.

he pulled away in few seconds.

,,any better ?" he smirked.

I remained silent as my cheeks were burning red.

,,maybe it was just that i was so shocked...everything was a mess.."

,,you said you love me and then called me a dickhead????" I frowned

,,ah..of course" he laughed

,,Im sorry, baby boy" he booped my nose.

my heart jumped. did he just seriously call me a baby boy with his whole chest?

i froze for a second, i surely need to get used to that.

,,um..i...im gonna uh..." i stuttered.

,,im going to make breakfast or something.." i said, stood up and went to the kitchen while looking at my feet.

while walking, i realized i have no pants on, only my boxers and changbins hoodie. it made me think a little. why? how? how did we even get home? my cheeks were getting hot at the thought changbin probably took my pants off..

i stood by the kitchen counter as i thought what should i do for breakfast. i havent been eating much lately, i only ate some noodles and stuff..i thought, looking at empty noodle boxes i didnt throw out. i decided to make pancakes i usually did when we were together with changbin. i took the box of milk, flour, sugar, salt and put everything in a bowl. i started mixing the dough as i suddenly felt something being laid on the back of my body. i jumped a little.

,,hmm.." changbin hugged me from the back as he hummed, resting his head on my shoulder and closing his eyes he wrapped his arms around my torso. frost passed my back.

,, c-changbin...what are you doing?" my cheeks turned hot and red as i felt his lips being pressed on the side of my neck.

he quietly hummed something as i tried focusing on making pancakes, failing because i couldnt concentrate enough.

changbin started kissing my neck on random places, occasionally nibbling and sucking on some spots. i felt butterflies in my stomach and my mind just couldnt focus on anything but his lips and tongue leaving spots on my neck.

,,ah.. changbin.." suddenly those few letters escaped my mouth,leaving both changbin and i shocked.

,, what was that-"

,,i-..i have no idea" i poured some dough on the pan.

,,but you should do it again." he smirked.

,,wait did i say that out loud?"

,,yes" i giggled a little.

i remained silent as my cheeks burned. i poured the last scoop of dough on the pan and continued making the pancakes.