narrative | changlix

XXXIV.

,,..but hey.." he whispered.

,,i wouldnt mind.." he kissed the spot again.

,,..continuing.." a smirk grew on his face as he continued on kissing this one spot on my neck. it felt so good, i felt very relaxed after a long time. relaxed like never. my knees were getting weaker the more he kissed.

,,yah!!" i pulled a little bit away as soon i flipped the last pancake on the plate.

,,stop doing that and start making the pancakes, you idiot.." i mummbled as i parted the pancakes apart on two plates and put some jam, fruit, chocolate and other stuff on the table.

changbin sighed as he moved away from me and started putting things on the pancakes. we were done with the pancakes soon. i took my plate and put it down on the table. i took two forks and  knives and put them on the table, two for me and two for changbin. i sat down and so did he, after putting the plate on the table.

we started eating in silence, not awkward tho. my mind was only focusing on how changbin kissed my neck. i was..i had mixed feelings.

soon, we were done eating. i took my dishes and i was about to take changbins also but he took my hand.

,,leave it on me, im gonna do the dishes." he said, as he took my dishes.

,,oh..okay..im going to wash my face.." i said and went to the bathroom. i opened the door and stood in front of the washbasin. i poured some water in my hands and washed my face a little. i looked up in the mirror and sighed. i looked horribly tired. i spotted bloody red spots on my neck. i turned my head only to see more and more of them. hickeys?? that quick?? i thought after moving my fingers over them. some of them were slightly pink, other bloody red and some of them were turning purple. i rubbed my hand over them and dried my face with a towel. i sighed as i went out the bathroom and laid down on the sofa in the living room. i rubbed my eyes with my hands and sighed. i saw changbin going around so i sat up. he sat down next to me and pulled me close to him. i hesitated for a second, but i made myself comfortable after a little while.

i laid my head on his chest. it was silent the whole time i could hear his heartbeat and his breath.

,,hey...i have a question" he spoke up.

,,yeah?" i said as i rubbed my hand on his chest.

,,um..for how long did you like me? or like...for how long did you feel this way?"

i looked at him and thought.

,,well..maybe... i dont know...since like...the first time we met?" i rubbed the back of my head.

,,...WHAT" changbin looked at me with a shocked look.

,,why didnt you tell me??"

,,i didnt tell you because you told me you have a crush on someone else so why would i need to tell you??"

,, because i was talking about you, you dickhead???????"

i remained silent.

,,..wait..what?" i frowned confused.

,,i was in love with you since i first saw you.." changbin said as he put his hand on my thigh.

,,i..i didnt know...??"

,,is that why you locked yourself in? why you isolated and tried to delete me?"

,,...maybe"

changbin laughed and leaned closer.

,,i couldnt help but fall in love with you felix.. everything i said, i meant." he focused his gaze on my lips as he took my chin in between his thumb and index finger, pulling my face close.

i slowly leaned my face to his and connected our lips. i couldnt believe this is happening..that this is real. i couldnt believe i just kissed changbin. that changbin i thought doesnt want me, that changbin I thought considers me only as a friend.