[13.01.19]
"tell me what you feel.." i uttered while looking at you. look at me. only look at me.
my fingers were fidgeting and my lips were quivering. i let my heart shattered. i tried not to cry.
"this is the last time..." this is. and so you looked at me, took deep breaths while you mustered saying those four words. "i'm sorry for everything."
maybe that's enough.
i finally ended it! what we had... between each other.
my heart broke. but this is the best for the both of us. maybe you're not the one for me, but deep down i wanted you to be. but it's done now, love. i have no regrets with what i had with you howbeit the confusions and doubts. however i shed tears and heard my heart breaking each time i see you, i still loved you after all.
i love you still. but it's time to let go.
i'm letting you go.
so be happy. take care of yourself. i hope you wish the same to me.
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Poetry[12.09.19] in which she thought she'd have a lot of time, a lot of chances to say the three words towards her.