Summer Love

Chapter 4

It was March 2017. I didn't do anything special in the period between the break and now. I did get tickets to see my big idol again! But it wasn't that easy.

I asked Priscilla if she wanted to go to the show with me, but the first thing she said was "You should shut your fucking mouth, because he's the only thing you're using me for". So that ended into a fight, where I felt like it would be best to just end it. I wasn't waiting on something like this. It was never my intention so I'm really sad about it, but she called me so many names. I had enough self-respect to not let her call me things like she did. I'm not a bitch or whatsoever. So I'm going to that concert with some other fans I met online. They're really nice and sweet so that's gonna be fun.

I was writing in my diary. I wasn't feeling really well, and I had school the next day so I was basically already in bed. I was writing about the concert tickets I got and about the plans we had to go to a festival with our neighbours, so I was hoping that Owen liked the idea. But I kinda didn't want to be the only girl going with guys like Owen, Richard, and Mike. Maybe Lindsey would like to come along too.

I could hear my neighbours were outside, but I wasn't really planning on going too. I heard that they even made a fire, because it's only March and it's still kinda cold on the evenings. I was listening to my happy playlist as I slowly fell asleep.

It was 01:30 am. My mom came rushing into my room and I was like, "mom wtf are you doing here I'm asleep.."

"No it's really important, it's about Owen!"

I was wide awake, what about him?????

So apparently, he's been asking where I was, and if she could get me to come outside. He told her to tell me he said hi, and he said that I'm cute, and pretty. He even asked her what she would think about him dating me.

WHAT. THE. ACTUAL. FUCK?

"Nahh, you're lying." I said.

"No, I'm really serious! Why would I lie to you about something like that?"

"I mean, I don't know. To make sure I'm happy?"

"No of course not!" she said really convincing.

What's this all about? The last time we spoke to each other must be almost like 6 months ago. Did he keep this to himself for over the last few months? It's kinda weird. Should I believe it, or not?

Coming Wednesday will be Celine, Jessica's mom her birthday. He said that "it" would happen on that day. So what's to do? I'm gonna be there for sure because she's almost like my second mom. Guess we'll just have to find out there.

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On Tuesday we went to put up some balloons and flags for Celines birthday. I was hoping he wanted to help, but he wasn't there. We did have a good time with Sidney, Mike, and Jessica.

Wednesday
I had an English exam at school, which was done by 5 pm. THAT'S TOO LATE!!!!! How was I gonna be in time for the birthday with everything I still had to do? First dinner, after that I wanted to curl my hair. Something different for one time. So I curled my hair, but when I was done I saw that it looked like shit. I can do a lot, but I obviously can't curl my hair, lol. So I had to wash my hair again to get the failed curls out. After that I did my make-up while I was listening to some hood music. Normally I listen to pop, sometimes a little bit of rock. But now I was listening to some rap and hip-hop. I actually listen to almost every genre. The hip-hop music gave me some sort of confidence.

I was ready so I put on my favorite perfume, took on my shoes and a thinner coat because there was a little fire to keep us warm and because it looks cool. I went over the house next to mine, where Celine and Jessica lived. There was nobody yet, only Celine, Jessica, Richard, my mom and me. Celine her family left, and some friends of Richard came. I didn't know any of them, but they seemed nice. Sidney also joined us.

I was just sitting there, talking a bit with everyone when I suddenly hear something behind me. Guess who was behind me? Yes, Owen. I have no idea where he came from. I didn't see or hear him coming at all. It was like he just fell from the sky. He stayed in his own garden, because it turned out that one of Richards friends once had a little fight with Owen, because he called him gay.

He decided to just come, even though they don't like each other. He stood right in front of us, texting someone on his phone. I was looking at his pretty eyes that were lighted by the screen of his phone, as he sometimes looked up from his screen, right into my eyes. He really has puppy eyes. So cute...

After talking  a bit it turned out he was sick. He had a really bad cold as I could tell by the way his voice sounded. So I was already sure that "it" wasn't going to happen, because after 30 mins or something, he left to go to bed..

On Thursday and Friday I also spend the nights outside with my neighbours. On Friday we were at Sidney's and we had a lot of fun, as always.

On Saturday we went to a party that Celine had invited us for. I had the thought of drinking a lot there, and than drinking a couple more after we come back. I'm a lot funnier when I'm tipsy. And also the drinks were really cheap at that party. The party was super fun, we laughed, danced and had the time of our lives. Once we came back in our always fun street, the mood was over because everyone was already asleep. It was only 12 pm, so it wasn't that late. We talked a bit and then decided to go to bed too.

I spent Sunday till Wednesday at home, because on Sunday I had a hangover, and the other days were for schoolwork for almost the rest of the year. I decided to do it now, so I don't have to do it later, when the parties start again.

I'm starting to find it really odd. He told someone that I was quiet on Celine her birthday party, but he didn't say a word himself. The funny thing is that he always talks about me, about how he likes me and that I'm pretty and cute. But he never likes a picture of me on social media. It doesn't add up to me. But maybe I'm overthinking things right now. Lindsey also thinks he doesn't really like me. But that's just because she's jealous. As long as it's not about her, than she doesn't care. She started using drugs recently and she's changed. She's more selfish and thinks that she's everything. She loves herself so much lately.

It's April. I went shopping with Lindsey, even though she's been acting different lately. We still had fun though. We bought a lot of cute and also sexy new clothes for the summer.

The neighbours decided to organise the first party on a Thursday night, which was the night after I went shopping. Sad part is that nobody turned up on the first party. Probably because it was kinda cold, and everyone had to work on Friday.

A week after we got a new neighbour, on the left side of our house. I came back from school and I put my schoolbag inside and went back outside to smoke a cigarette when I was movement at the house. He came out of the door, and our eyes locked. Damn, that is one hot man. He's tall, tanned, and super muscular, almost like a body builder, but not too much. I don't like body builders but his body was not too much so I liked it. He has short, dark hair and dark eyes. He was busy packing his house so I went over to Jessica to talk about this new hot man that just moved here. Sidney was also joining us. So it was now Sidney, Jessica, Celine, Nicole, my mom, and me. We were all together with some others when he came over to introduce himself to us. "Hi, I'm Dave!"    

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Author's note:

Sorry I didn't update for such a long time. I was recovering from this never ending love story. Since it really happened I also have to deal with the real feelings, which is hard sometimes. Hope you guys understand it. Thanks for reading if you did. Onto the next chapters!