Solo (Song Series)

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Daniel: Since you been gone, I've been dancing on my own

The winter ball really sucks when you don't have a date. I was planning on going with my boyfriend Daniel, but he broke up with me 2 weeks ago. I wasn't going to go, but then y/f/n reminded me that I had promised to go with her for support, since she didn't have anyone to go with at the time. She does now, but I still have to go. At the dance, I pretty much just stood by the refreshments. I would occasionally dance in my spot a little, so I didn't seem like a complete loser. All I could think about was how badly I wanted to be dancing with Daniel instead.

Jack: There's boys up in my zone, but they can't turn me on

I was at a party with all of my friends and I was supposed to have fun, but I felt like I couldn't. After I broke up with Jack, I've found that I can't move on. I've tried and that is a lot of why I am even here. This guy asked me to dance and I said yes, just because all of my other friends had ditched me. But, once we started dancing, I felt like it just wasn't as fun since it wasn't Jack. Later on, I had been standing near a friend of mine named y/f/n and we were talking about random stuff, when she suddenly pulled a random guy that was walking past into our conversation. "Hey y/n, this is Chaz. I think you guys would have fun together." And with that, she walked away, leaving me with the Chaz guy. We talked for a minute before he asked me to dance. I shrugged and said that I had nothing better to do and he led me onto the dance floor. I danced unenthusiastically but he didn't catch on. Instead, he kept getting closer to me. I wasn't necessarily bugged, because he wasn't being creepy and I didn't have a boyfriend anymore, but that didn't mean that I didn't wish he was someone else. Normally I would love this. I would be dancing like no one was watching, even though everyone was. But without Jack, it felt different.

Zach: I wanna f-woop, woop woop, but I'm broken hearted

I want to enjoy myself so badly. I threw this party so that I could get out of my little hole of sadness that I have been in since Zach dumped me. I used to be the ultimate party girl and I loved to have fun. But lately, I feel to broken hearted to enjoy myself. Some of my friends decided to start truth or dare and I joined. I needed something to do after all. I was dared to kiss one of the other guys and chug a cup of soda in less than 10 seconds. On a normal day, I would be laughing and shouting and getting really into it, but not this time. Then, a friend of mine asked "Hey, y/n! Truth or dare?" By this point, I was too tired for anymore dares, so I went with truth. This earned me a groan from the crowd around us, but I just rolled my eyes and turned to y/f/n. "Do you still have feelings for Zach?" I felt my eyes go wide as I felt everyone's eyes on me. I shrugged. "Yeah, I guess." I said, trying not to let them see just how bad I missed him for real. 

Corbyn: Cr-cr-cry but I like to party

I had been trying for a few weeks since the breakup, to pretend I was unaffected by it all. I would go to work like normal and hang out with friends and stuff, trying to busy myself with anything to keep my mind off of Corbyn. Then one day, I had already tidied my apartment and, since it was a Saturday, I didn't have to go to work. I called y/f/n and y/o/f/n, but they were busy. I found myself with nothing to do. I called my sister, y/s/n, but all she said was, "Maybe the universe is telling you it's time to try and get over Corbyn. You should just let yourself cry over it a little. It's more healthy than shoving your sadness down." I decided to take her words into account and I put on some pjs and turned on the Notebook. I tried not to cry, to tell myself that I didn't need to cry over something that happened 3 weeks ago. But after watching Allie and Noah have a happy ending and be so in love that they stayed together for such a long time, there came the waterworks. I began to sob so hard, it was embarrassing. I wanted that. I thought I had that. But it just wasn't meant to happen apparently.

Jonah: T-t-touch but I got nobody, here on my own

We broke up weeks ago and I figured that I would be over it. But I wasn't. I wasn't over Jonah at all. I even found myself missing him more as time went by. Missing the feeling of him hugging me after a long day. Missing the sound of his voice. Missing him. I knew that I couldn't get him back. I had broken his heart and I ruined any chances with him. But I wanted the knowledge that he didn't resent me for it. Even though he probably did. Resent me, I mean. I just wanted him to hold me again and talk to me one more time. But I knew that I messed that up. 

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