Pikit Mata [MiChaeng] ✔

[143] <3

Chaeyoung opened her messages at night. She just read the message from Momo, telling her to come to the rooftop to meet her. She tilt her head a little, thinking what would the thing she wanted to say.

The message sent this afternoon and it's evening now. So she informed her manager that she will just go and meet Momo. 

She hurriedly went to the place. Hoping that she still there. As soon she arrive she saw the person's back. It was quite dark but the light from the moon give her a hint of the person. 

It wasn't Momo.

"Mina?" She called out as she walk closer and closer. She knows this person from head to toe. She knew her even when her back is facing her. She can't be wrong.

The said person turn around and saw her.

"You came" She utter. Quite shaking since she was there for too long. She flash a small smile to Chaeyoung. "Can we talk?" 

Chaeyoung think twice, took seconds to respond. "Sure" She said. Mina gesture her to come next to her. 

Chaeyoung complied. She was handling a hot packs inside her pocket. She handed Mina the other, and Mina gladly accept it. 

"What do you want to talk about? Where is Momo eonnie?" She asked and look at her. She was confused why Mina was here and not Momo.

"I was the one who chatted you, I asked Momo to borrow her phone" She answer. "Sorry" She look down, afraid to see Chaeyoung.

"Ahh, it's ok. No need to say sorry" Chaeyoung didn't care on who was it, she was just confused seems she look so serious to talk something to her. "So what do you want to talk about to me? Do you have problems? Does he hurt you? Or anyone hurted you?" Worriedly asked.

Yes, Chaeyoung still care for Mina and probably will always will. 

"Yes, someone hurted me" Mina shortly answer. Chaeyoung eyebrows furrowed. Furious if Jimin did something to her. 

"Who? Him?" 

Mina shook her head and look at her. "He didn't hurt me. In fact he treated me well" Chaeyoung can't deny that she felt hurt to hear it. 

Chaeyoung sigh in relief "Then who?" 

"You" 

Chaeyoung again got more confused. Asking herself on what did she do. She was thinking ISAC, the day they only talk again after one year except when they still in Japan. 

"Why me? As far as I know, I didn't do anything, in case I didn't know." She frown while answering.

Mina look at her, "You've been hurting me for year now" She said, fragile voice came out. "Since the day you broke up with me" She look down, fidgeting her fingers. "You hurt me more when the rumors of you and Yeri are dating and now you said that you are already official.." She trailed off. 

Chaeyoung keep frowning, she was hella confused on what is happening. "What do you mean?" She wasn't dumb to not understand what was she saying, she want to confirm it to her directly, beating the bush.

"I still love you, stupid" She said while looking down. Tears starting to come out, voice is now shaking and afraid to break down in front of her.

"Y-you what? Love me?" She asked, trying to search her face. She didn't know if she will believe her because things came out fast. But some part of her rejoicing because she wasn't the only one feeling the same.

"You really do?" She asked again since Mina didn't answer her. Mina subtly nod. "S-sorry" She apologized and wipe her tears and walk away.

She already prepared for this day to come, she was prepared that the possibility of her being rejected is already assumed. And she already prepared her heart to be break into pieces upon pieces. But it is really different and still hurt. 

Chaeyoung went back to the reality after those words sink her head. She turn around and run to Mina to stop her.

"Wait, please" She plead. She wanted to know everything why did she confessed to her again.

Mina keep looking down, afraid to be more fragile in front of her. "Please, can you tell me why?" Chaeyoung never let go of her hand, "Just why on earth you just tell me now? Why not the day I broke up with you? Why not when you aren't still married??" Her voice crack a little. Mina who heard it, try to got a glimpse of her. 

"Just why now? When you are already hard to retrieve??" Tears fall down from her brown orbs. 

Mina suddenly lift her face and lean in to plant a soft kiss on her lips. They are both crying while kissing each other. 

Mina was the one who pull away first. It was her respond to her question. It was a wordless respond but so meaningful. 

"Let me explain first" Mina said as she wipe her tears, same goes to Chaeyoung. "It was arrange marriage that our both parents suggested." She start explaining. "I was about to tell you before the news spread but out both agency can't take the paparazzi and spread it first before them. So they took an action and revealed it" She sigh, releasing her nervousness. 

"After you broke up with me, we flew to Japan and plan for our wedding, but.." She trailed off, glancing at her if she is paying attention to what is she blabbering about. 

"But what?" Chaeyoung asked impatiently. 

"But I fought for you, I fought for us. I argued to my parents and his parents about the lame fix marriage. And after a long battle, it didn't happened" Chaeyoung stared at her, sinking those words in her head. 

"So...it was just a show??" 

Mina nodded. "W-why?"

"Our both agency already released our engagement and wedding day since our parents informed them. We can not take it back. Jimin just go along with me. Him to be honest he isn't favor for this too. He wasn't ready to get married, but he admit that he has something for me" 

Chaeyoung nod her head, she still trying to figure things out. Mina keep explaining.

"When JYP-nim knows that the wedding is off, he told me that they can not take it back. He just ordered us to fake it and to make people believe that we really are so no rumors will spread about that issue because for sure our career will end." She keep fidgeting and nervous never leave her.

"We aren't married nor in a relationship Chaeyoung" She look at her and said, "And I still love you" 

"Do you still feel the same?" She asked again. Chaeyoung hate that she still can't move on to her and to the fact that she still love her will be always remain in he heart. 

Stop playing push and pull, don't lie anymore Chaeyoung. Chaeyoung said it to herself. To be honest she's getting tired of this. Playing in her own feelings surely hurts even more.

"Hate to the admit but yes. I still do" 

She look at her, "I still love you, Mina and I can't help it" 

Took no time and they hug each other. They stay in that position, feeling each other again. "Let's bring back what we ended?" Mina asked while still hugging her.

"Sure, no more courting will happen. You are mine now again" She pull away and peck her lips. "I love you" She said.

"I love you too" She said and kiss her again for the third time.

While they are kissing, Chaeyoung's phone rang and they are forced to pull away.

Chaeyoung saw the message from her manager asking why she took so long. 

She scratch her nape and put back her phone. "I need to go. My manager is waiting for me" Mina nodded her head while smiling. 

"I think me too. Momo and Sana are probably waiting for me at the practice room. Let's go" Chaeyoung held Mina's hand and walk out of the roof top, happily walking.

Chaeyoung stop in front of the practice room and bid her goodbye and kiss her before she went home. 

Mina happily tell the news to Sana and Momo who is happy for her. 

While Chaeyoung keep smiling all the time until she she fell asleep because of tiredness. 

No one can't explain how happy the both of them, even authornim can't.