Jealous 3

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Y/Ns POV

I'm still on my knees at the door,can't realize what just happened, how he could? How he could leave me? It's not a fucking reason that he doesn't want to hurt me,yes he's not perfect but so what? Nobody is! But he left me,here like this, he left me, I can't,i can't deal with it, I can't get over,I can't,oh my god i-i can't breathe, I can't breath. It's painful,it hurst so bad,please just make it stop someone make it stop please,I can't,I-I just can't.Tears are coming on my face,I'm crying out loud I don't care who will hear me,I can't move,I can't do anything, it hurts, Ohh god it physically hurts and I can't stop it fuck I can't make it stop just make it stop, I'm screaming, when someone came in my trailer
It was The dick-Nick i hate him so much I can't even describe its all his fault!
I jumped up and ran to him yelling and kicking him"I hate you I fucking hate you" I'm screaming and crying.

Nicks POV

She's destroyed her face is covered in tears trying to beat me with her small hands,screaming how much she hates me. It's incredibly painful to see her like that even though she thinks I'm dick who's trying to get in every girls underwear,only thing she has no idea is how much i love her, yes I'm acting like a jerk but i have to! She's with him(😒) and she loves him I don't want to get hurt I would prefer to be jerk. I'm forcing her into hug to calm her down hugging tightly and holding tears it hurts so bad to see her like that.
"Y/N! I need you to calm down!"
"W-well I need you to fucking die!!" She screams
"I'm Sorry it's not my fault i didn't mean you to get hurt i promise!" Tears escapes from my eyes and she's surprised
"Wha-what the hell!" She said
"I do care about you I really do even if you aren't mine I love you and I want you to be happy"
"Leave me alone please" she said softly
"I can't leave you like that Y/N I can't!!" I kind of yelled
"You are the reason why He left!"
"No he left you because he's absolute dick, I would never!"
"Don't you ever dare to talk about him like that" she yelled and punched my chest,she broke down and started crying again,then David came in
"Wow what's happening Y/N,baby what's wrong" he rushed to her and she cuddled him
"David it hurts so much" she's crying
"Nick leave us for a moment please" David asked me and even tho I didn't wanted to leave i had to,but I can't just be like that not doing anything and watch her in pain, I got in the car and drive to Shawns.

***skip driving***

I'm knocking on the door like a crazy but there's no answer, after like a 10 minutes of punching on the door with anger he opened, his fists are bloody, and I can't even see his eyes they're bloody red, he is total mess
"What the fuck are you doing here!" He yelled
"You dick how could you do that to her huh? How could you leave her, do u even know how she feels? She doesn't stop crying and if something's gonna happen to her i will kill you" I threatened
"You dare and talking about MY girl in the way I talk about her?" He yelled and punched me in the face. We had a really bad fight we are in bruises and blood, if Andrew wouldn't come there maybe we would kill each other.

Shawns POV

I told Andrew everything.
"What the hell are you thinking about Shawn!" Andrew yelled
"What should I do huh? Stayed with her and hurt her more? Andrew what are you trying to tell me after all I told you? Should I stay with her? Or should I let that dick talk like that?!" I yelled back
"Okay calm down,Just what are you going to do ?"
"I don't know! Of course I want to be with her i don't even know how to live without her but I can hurt her Andrew how should I live with that"
"Go to physiologist,they'll help you and take ur ass to Y/N right now! You two without each other? I can't even imagine that, you know her and you know how bad she feels now you're hurting her with being away and you know it"
I couldn't answer, he was right but I'm just trying to protect her. I've been there for hours trying to find solutions but only thing I could think about was her eyes when she begged me to stay I can't escape from that picture.

Y/Ns POV

"I'm sorry baby I don't even know what to tell you" David said sadly
"He just left without a word"
"But u know that he's trying to protect you right?"
"David common!" I groan
"Y/N you and me we both know how much he loves you!!!"
"By leaving he's only hurting me David"
"What would you do?"
"I wouldn't leave David and u know that!" I said upset
"He'll come back I promise"
"He won't! It wasn't just arguing or something"
"I swe" David couldn't end his sentence when the trailers door opened and he ran to me, he was destroyed, it was painful see him like that, I freeze he's standing in front of me looking in my eyes and says nothing.

"I'll be on set" David said and left

"I'm here to apologize" he whispered
"For what?"
"For hurting you!"
I rolled eyes and walk behind him
"I hate when u do that and you know it!" He said about me rolling eyes
"Well I hate when u leave to but it didn't stop u from leaving me all alone"
"I'm sorry"
"You already said that"
"You want me to leave?"
"If you're here to say Just sorry and then leave, in that case I would prefer you to leave now than." I said trying to hold tears but fail
"I'm not leaving"
"Why did u? Earlier."
"I was trying to protect you"
I didn't say anything, he came behind me touching my arm and i squirmed,closing eyes, feel like it's been years since he left.
"I'm sorry" he whispered in my ear. He grabbed me and pinned me again the wall kissing me harshly with holding my hands above my head,I moan in his mouth,he took me by thighs and I wrapped my legs around his torso kissing him passionately.
It was magical every touch was special and perfect, I felt like like I've born again.
I'm lying my head on his chest feel like I'm on top of the world.
"I really love you" she says
"I really love you too"
"I'm gonna go to physiologist I promise"
"Okay" i kissed his chest
"We're still going on red carpet together right?"
"Of course but I'm thinking about Nick I think I gotta talk to him"
"Yeah but no matter what you're still MINE"
"I'm more than okay with that" I smiled

****one month later*****

Here we are going to go on red carpet with Shawn I'm really happy today everything is perfect.

We went there fans were screaming they're taking millions of pictures of us, I looked up at him
"We did it" I said
He spins me and kissing me in front of the world but couldn't stop myself so I kissed back, I could hear fans screaming things.

Thankksss for reading

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