Shawn Mendes Imagines(oneshots)

Punishment

Y/Ns POV

I couldn't sleep, i was trying to
sleep for like 3 hours now, i wanted to be cuddled with daddy but we had huge fight over stupid thing last night and I decided to sleep in guests room alone I didn't want to talk with him or be anywhere near and i think he felt same. I was just sitting on window and smoking all night, eventually sun raised i got in bathroom got ready and went to work.

Shawn's POV

Ugh fuck it i hear her lighting cigarettes every 2 seconds i hate it so much i hate her smoking like wtf its killing her slowly and i hate myself for not doing anything but im angry i want her to understand that im trying to protect her but she's such a brat, sometimes i wanna squish her and like choke her to death but i love her too much, i have such a fucked up exhausting day tomorrow and cant sleep i mean how can i sleep when i know my baby's there smoking non stop and is sad, how the fuck can i sleep when she's not in my arms curled up like a tiny little baby, i hate fighting with her its the worst nightmare. When sky get lightened a little i quickly get ready and left, without checking on her, its killing me but she need her lesson.

*After work,at home*

Shawns POV

fuck where is she its already 7pm we're late on my family party, im very anxious and nervous idk where she is and I can't call her since we don't talk, im like running around in house smoking non stop and when i was ready to give up and call her i saw her car from the window, i sat down, quickly cleaned little mess and pretended I didn't even notice that she was late, she came in her face was destroyed by sleepless night and im sure by crying as well, oh my babygirl I immediately almost jumped to get her in my lap and make her feel better but i hold myself, omg she looks exhausted, poor thing🥺. Anyways i picked myself and said in a rude way

Shawn- You're late
Y/N- like you care *her voice shaking*
Shawn- Ofc i do, I can't be late and my family party
Y/N- Then u should leave
Shawn- what, we promised we'd go together
Y/N- yea we promised a lot of things

And with that she went in bedroom, i knew she was going to get ready and would come anyways but all this broke my heart so bad, the other day while arguing i shout at her so loudly she jumped and got so scared I couldn't control myself and called her annoying, with that she just left, i knew how much i hurt her, i knew what all that meant to her but she really annoyed me and i was too angry and stubborn to apologize, now it's killing me how could i be such an asshole.

Y/Ns POV

i went in closet locked door and started crying, it hurts so much like physically hurts, i was on the floor sitting and crying for good 20 minutes, it was killing me like how could he still be such a cold hearted and not care at all, i picked myself since i promised to Karen and got dressed up,ruined my make up tooo many times cus I couldn't hold tears and we left.

This silence is killing me, we're driving for 15 minutes and have 20 more, non of us is breaking silence im so anxious I don't know what to do im so awkward and want to scream.

*at the party*

Finally we're here, no one noticed anything they call us love birds and doing this "awww" shit.
I quickly found bar and spent all evening there drinking
Soon enough i was pretty drunk and of course he came to me
"Stop doing that" shawn said strictly
"Lol doing what" i was trying to be sarcastic
"Ure embarrassing me" he said
"Wow now I am embarrassing you? I'm having fun its party" i said and went to dance, i danced with bunch of people most of them were randoms i had no idea who they were, probably family friends
Most of them were flirting with me and being all touchy.
Soon i felt how i was dragged out from the house, he pushed me in car roughly and started driving, he's never being that aggressive with me like lately, my arm pretty hurts, how can he treat me like that, I'm getting only more and more sad.

"You'll get spanked so bad as soon as we get home" he yelled...(again)

I didn't say anything i was there silent thinking when he started hating me so much.

As soon as we got home he pulled me by my arm very aggressively and roughly and bend me over his lap started to spanking me, he was hitting me so hard, each time harder, he was counting very proudly
By 13 i was already crying it hurts so much i was begging him to stop but he never did, it was already 54 and when he hit for 55th with whole his strength I couldn't take it anymore and I whispered

"Pineapple" he didn't hear it and continue he looked very satisfied by hurting me
"PINEAPPLE" i screamed crying and he immediately stopped
"What?" He asked so shocked

I struggled to got up it was killing me when i was moving,so painful. and i ran in guests room locked the door and stared crying with my whole voice, I can't describe how much it hurts, but it hurts even more emotionally, right then and there i was ready to end my life. Worst thing I've ever experienced, he hates me he hates me so so much he was enjoying hurting me. I was crawled on carpet crying when i hear soft knock

"baby?" He said

I didn't say anything

"Baby please open the door im sorry please" he sounds worried

Still nothing

After 10 minutes of begging and knocking he shut up finally.
I didn't want to see him anymore it was way too much, i closed my eyes sobbing was trying to sleep but ofc I couldn't, soon there was huge noise and i saw him breaking in door, I couldn't move was laying there tears were rolling down, he got on his kneees at my body started apologizing

"You used safe word baby" he said sadly
"You were enjoying hurting me too much" i sobbed
"No baby ofc thats not true, you know punishing you always hurts me more than you"he said in a soft voice and tried to touch my hair and I jumped and started hysterically crying "don't touched me. Don't touch me don't touch me don't touch me don't touch me" I couldn't stop screaming, i could tell all this was destroying him but I couldn't control myself i was terrified and hurt.

"Baby now I'll get smoothing cream for ur butt and will pick u up okay? Please forgive me baby i love you so much I'm an asshole please please I can't breathe without you please its killing me im sorry I promise I'll make it up for u" he was saying with watery eyes
I was watching his mouth move but couldn't hear much and i nodded without realizing it, he run and come back in second with cream, he picked me up and took me in bathroom, filled bath for me while he was holding me in his hands. He took off our clothes and got in with me in his hands so I shouldn't have to sit on it since my butt was broken. He hugged me so close caressing my face while his tears were dripping on me, i still couldn't stop crying my eyes were closed i was shaking and crying. We were there for like an hour, he was signing rocking me back and forth and telling me how much he loved me, then we got out with me still in his arms, dry me off, kissing every inch of my body and very carefully put on cream and laid me on his chest whispering how sorry he was nonstop.

"I love you more than words can ever describe it little one, I promise today was the first and last time u used safe word" he said kissing my forehead.
Soon i fell asleep in his arms with his thumb in my mouth and his soft voice singing in my ear.
The end.

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