Is It Wrong? | Sope

Chapter 24

Hoseok POV

Staring up at my workplace building, I sigh before reluctantly heading towards it and away from my car. I have no real work to be doing right now, but I know after everything that's happened in the last couple days that my manager will get pissed at me if I take anymore time off. The only good thing about all of this is that, since I never cancel my work with others and this is the first time, she didn't even bother questioning me about it.

So, I begrudgingly walk through the building and head towards the back where my dance studio is. However, even now that I'm here with no work, with no him around anymore, I still have absolutely no motivation to dance anymore. It just doesn't seem worth my time, doesn't seem worthwhile or fun anymore. So instead of entering the room and blasting music to dance to, the songs play quietly through the speakers whilst I merely sit there in the center of the floor.

I can't seem to find the motivation to get my ass up and dance, much too bogged down with thoughts of what I could've possibly done wrong. I know I messed up Friday night when I agreed to meet up with Tae, but he was already fucking someone else back at his apartment. And who's to say that he hadn't been having that go on all week? Not only that, but then yesterday? With someone else? I mean, seriously, how many guys is he fucking at a time anyways? I know I messed up when I insulted him and his music Tuesday and when I yelled blindly without realizing how much I was upsetting him Saturday morning, but does that really constitute reason for fucking others behind my back?

If he really wanted to end things with me, the least he could've fucking done was actually tell me. Not just start fucking some guy in the dance room where he knew I was coming for him.

I jump in surprise when I hear the door suddenly swing open. Frowning with a small sigh, I don't even bother looking behind me. With my clearly shitty luck, it'll be fucking him that's just entered. Either that or it'll be my manager to ask me what the fuck I'm doing and question why the hell I canceled the collaboration.

"You're an asshole. You know that?" My eyes widen in surprise, being caught off guard by the familiar voice that isn't who I'd thought it'd be.

"Why the hell am I the asshole? I'm not the one continuously cheating." I speak bitterly. The man behind me goes quiet for a moment, probably shaking his head.

"He never fucking cheated on you, Hoseok. You're the dumbass who can't see the blatantly obvious truth right in front of your fucking face. Do you have any idea how much you've hurt him?" He argues coldly. I scoff though, getting up and turning around with a dark glare in my eyes.

"Fuck off, Namjoon. Why don't you just run back off to his goddamn apartment and go fuck him another fifty fucking times, huh? You don't know a damned thing and this has nothing to do with you in the first place. So get the fuck out of here!" I snap, not wanting to deal with him right now.

"Oh fucks sake, Hoseok! Yeah, I used to fuck him! Yoongi and I were fuck buddies! But we were a hell of a lot more than that! We're fucking best friends and half the time we ever had sex, it was to get his mind off the hell that he constantly has to fucking put up with! But he's not just a goddamn sex addict and that's it! You're making him out to be some piece of shit whore that he isn't! And he's a lot more fucking sensitive than you give him goddamn credit for! Yoongi and I didn't even do a damned thing sexual wise last week since he started dating you! Yoongi adores you to no end and you're fucking destroying him with everything you're putting him through!" Namjoon shouts angrily.

"And why the fuck should I believe you?" I challenge, crossing my arms over my chest. He tosses his arms up in exasperation, shaking his head at me.

"You know what? You really are a blind fucking idiot. I was really hoping that you actually cared for Yoongi and that you really were everything he'd been making you out to be those first few days of dating you. You're just a gullible dumbass though. It hurts me for him that he fell hard for someone who never really cared to begin with. I was really hoping, counting on everything good in this world for him, that you'd be the one for Yoongi. That you'd be the fucking one for him and that he wouldn't have to go through hell all over again the way he did before. And now it's even more fucked for him than last time." With that, Namjoon shakes his head once more before turning on his heel and heading for the door.

"Wait!"

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A/N:
Hey guys! I'm so super sorry that I fell behind on my updates! These last few days have been hectic with work and trying to support my sister in her activities. Hope you're all enjoying though! Love you guys!