Stuck between should I or should I NOT

Looking for a way

As I sat on the bed and watched mama get ready I heard her stomach romping I rose off the bed and walked over to my bag and got out the 3 bags of chips I had stole from lunch earlier. I walked over and handed her one and I ate one and left the last one for the morning. "oh baby thank you but you take it I'll be fine". "no mama eat it you can't go out and work on a empty stomach" she looked at me smiled and begin to eat. as it was time for her to leave she gave me a kiss and locked ALL of the locks I walked back to the room to get started on my homework and do extra work to get ahead even doe I was already ahead I had nothing else to do . as I came to my last question I begin to get tired I pushed everything on the floor and got up to fixed it because I hated a messed I put everything in my bag and layed down under the one seat we had and difted to sleep. "Taylor I'm home" is all I could hear threw my sleepy ears but I managed to get out of bed cause I begin to smell food and I got happy quick and begin to pick up the pace. I got to the lil kitchen we had and hugged and jumped on mama. all she could do was laugh cause she new I was happy she got me down and said "honey go get dress I have a friend on his way up". I nodded and did as I was told as I reached the bathroom I went for the baby wipes but looked over at the dirty tub and went to turn the nobs and I got even more happy when I saw hot water coming out I wasted no time geting out of the tee I sleep in every night and into the shower. as I was washing I thought to my self and smiled and said what a good day it will be and thanked god for every thing. I steped out the shower and put on my cloths, and dirty converse and rushed to the kitchen as I reached the kitchen I could see mama digging in the Wendy's bags and turned to a knock at the door and begin to get worried thinking who was at the door all kind of thoughts ran threw my head the eviction man was my worst fear but came to my self as my mama looked at me and said relax it's my friend she opened the door to the most sexiest older guy I've seen. he had all the clothing on that the guys wear in high school I think it's called true region or something mama walked over to me with him and said " this is my daughter taylor" "Taylor this is micheal" all I could do was wave because I was to shy. he said "did you like the food" I looked at the Wendy's burger, fries, chicken nuggets, and shake and rushed over to it and begin to eat. mama said " baby it's time to go the bus is going to be here I started to get sad as I looked at the food and could tell Michael saw it and said "no finish eating I could take her" my head raced up and I ran back to the food.