Stuck between should I or should I NOT

Money hungry

As I walked threw the hall everyone was watching I guess cause I was smiling so hard. mainly because I ate we'll this morning and second because my mom finally found her a "MAN" hopefully he stays around to see us make it out the projects I cross my hands and pray to god that my mama stays happy.

For you guys wondering about my mama no my mama isn't ugly she very very beautiful but it's hiding behind all the dirty cloths and dirty hair and shoes. but once she gets cleaned up you'll finally get to see her popping ass tattoos (yes she has a lot from her chest to her thighs) and her long curly hair that stops to her shoulders but it stays in a bun of course like mine and she has a body that every bitch on this planet would die for)

"Get to class get to class" was all I heard the guidance counselor call for the girls that was standing in the mirrors finishing there makeup and tissue that was falling out there bra. I always came to the bathroom to just sit and think about life mainly because I didn't want to be seen in the halls so I stayed in the bathroom and waited for the next bell to ring and waited for everyone to exit the bathroom and when it was my time to go I went and walked as fast as I could to class.

BRITTANY-

"Micheal we don't need anything else you have helped out enough" was all I said while we walked around ikea geting furniture arrangements and everything else Michael thought we needed. "no no you need this and more plus we need to get Taylor to see what kind and how she wanted her bed room decorated". again all I could do was blush up because I was shocked and shy for all what Michael was doing for me and my daughter. I didn't even notice I was standing in the middle of the store untill Michael came and waved his hand in my face over and over untill I snapped back to my senses and kept walking to the check out line. while Michael was on the phone talking to one of his boys I waited in the car just thinking how life would be if me and Taylor had much more MONEY. as soon as that thought came over my head Michael came back with a smile and went to kiss my lips I meat him half way and pecked his big plume pink lips and pulled away with a smile knowing what I had to do next to get my PAPER.

"Taylor Taylor I called over and over as we sat in the parking lot of her school best believe Taylor was one of the 3rd people to come out the school. she played no games with geting out and coming home. she spotted me as Michael and I we're standing out side the car waving our hands. seems like she jumped for joy when she seen us and walked quickly to the car.

As soon as she got in I wasted no time at all telling her about the new apartment and we we're going shopping. when that came out my mouth she looked happy but quickly that smile turned in to a sad face I could already tell why but I couldn't explain right now

FLASHBACK- "mama I'm hungry" Taylor came over to me rubbing her empty stomach with tears in her eyes. "I know baby I'm trying so hard to bring in money not only for rent but for food also but u know how it gets, your on winter break which mean no school and no lunch" I said to her with a sad face. "but mama". "ok ok honey" I said to her geting down to her hight you have to promise me and I promise you that you have to work really hard and not take anything from anyone, you hear me I said to her with a serious face". and all I could get was a head nod from her. so that night I put Taylor's only coat on her which was to small and my only sweater. we left the house and walked to the local grocery store and befor we went in we stood out side and prayed. " lord please for give me and Taylor for what we're about to do but lord we need to do what we have to make it and survive, in Jesus name we pray Amen". we both shared a Amen and proceeded in to the store.