sorry
I say it practically for everything, thinking it will fix things
turns out it really doesn't
sorry is just a word
I use it, to apologize for being late, or being too loud
or
being too me
I even said sorry for saying sorry so much
using it so much it becomes a regular word
i don't know how to stop I feel guilty for things out of my control
like i made the universe angry somehow and that's why this stuff keeps happening
so i'm sorry
even if the word doesn't matter anymore anyway
i'm sorry
