𝓓𝓪𝓽𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓐 𝓕𝓵𝓲𝓻𝓽 (Natsume x Reader) Good Morning Call ✔

:Chapter 23:

Previously.

A sigh from Chanyeol is heard as he turns around.

He pulls your arm as you stumble towards him.

As you look up, he places a hand behind your head and pulls you into a kiss.

Your eyes widen, as you were about to push him away, he pulls away from the kiss, letting you go.

"I'm sorry Y/n but...." Chanyeol starts.

"I still love you."

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"I still love you." Chanyeol says making your eyes widen more, at this point your eyes could've fallen out of their sockets.

"W-What?" You asked, stumbling back from the shock as Chanyeol stands still in guilt.

"I knew you wouldn't show a good reaction if I told you that... definitely since you have a boyfriend now..." Chanyeol says, taking a deep breath.

"I'm sorry Y/n, I shouldn't have done that." Chanyeol says, bowing as you gulp.

"Ch-Chanyeol, it's... Fine but..." You say.

'Fine? Y/n! How is it fine?!' You curse to yourself inside your head as you didn't know what to say to him.

"I don't deserve to even be your friend, I pushed you away when we were young because I couldn't return the feelings you had for me, and I only start growing feelings for you after I rejected you, it made me so angry and I could only blame myself... and after seeing you again... I couldn't hold my feelings back, I was able to do so for sometime but... it was so hard to deny it... a... and after I found out you had a boyfriend... it broke my heart, but, I felt happy for the guy, he has such a good girlfriend, someone who's beautiful, nice, smart, strong, and all in all an amazing person, I couldn't stop myself from getting angry at myself, for pushing someone like you away... I'm sorry that I did this... I hope you can forget about it... about all of this..." Chanyeol says in the littlest voice you've ever heard.

He felt small in front of you even though he wasn't.

He felt as if the world wasn't meant for him even though there's so many other opportunities for him out there.

He was so in love with you that it practically drove him crazy, but he knew it was wrong, all of it.

"Y/n, I understand if you can't return my feelings, you have a boyfriend and I don't deserve I-"

Chanyeol gets cut off as you hug him, your little arms embracing him as you sigh.

Chanyeol's arms dangle either side of him as his eyes widen.

"Chanyeol, Yes, you're right, I can't return those feelings for you, but, it's not because you don't deserve it... someone like you deserves all the love in the world... but it's just because, now, after all this time, I was able to forget about having these feelings about you, I was able to move on and I found someone I was suited for. Chanyeol, you're my friend and after today, I hope you won't deny our friendship and I hope we can go back to how we were, like brothers and sisters, friends and family, oppa... I don't want you to cling onto me, there's so many girls much better than me out there, and they deserve you more than I do, I shouldn't have been such a naive child, you might've grown feelings for me after what I did, but in the end... I can't stop myself from hurting your feelings, I'm only saying the truth and I'm trying my best for it to hurt the littlest as possible... but either way, I know it still hurts, I know... what it feels like, which is why I'm forgiving you, I won't forget about today but I hope we won't be awkward towards each other, because even if the memories of today still linger in my head, I know that I can still remember you as my best friend, my oppa." You say as you hug him tightly.