When I Decided To Come Back

im so sorry

(TRIGGER WARNING)

*Keith Pov*

I ran to Lilacs room about to cry. I'm the worst parent ever. I can't believe I forgot the child that I gave birth to.

I bursted in to her room but she was already sleeping. I walked over to her bed. I lied down next to her and hugged her tightly. I looked at her face, I noticed she had been crying.

Staring at her I noticed that there was something on her arm. They were cuts making out the word

'KiLL mE.'

I bursted into tears, why would she do this. I look up from her arm. To where she usually paints and draws.

There on a canvice was the painting that was 30,000 dollars. They let her pic what it was.

I was looking at it, it felt like every second more and more tears were coming down my face.

"hiw, how did I never noticed."  I was mumbling to myself.

"Cause you never cared. It was always about Knox."  Something said back to me. I turned around to see Lilac sitting up staring at me.

"Why did you never tell me. I was in your passion once. I would have understood."

"Even if I did you wouldn't listen. I've told you about a lot. I've told you that I have no friends now that everyone doesn't care about me being famous that I don't have any friends." She was crying now to. " I haven't eaten lunch for weeks cause you don't make me lunch. You make Knox lunch every day, you make him breakfast too, but never me you always for get. You forgot about me."

I walked over to the crying girl and pulled her in to a hug.

"You forgot me last night after you got mad at me, after I did something that you would have to been fine with if Knox did it. You only noticed me when I was talking to you when you weren't talking to some. Last night we were supposed to watch the movie together I was happy when you talked to me. Then Lance showed up and I didn't exist I was just there." There was snow and tears all over my chest.

Lilac just broke down. I was bracking in side. She was right I never paid attention to her. I never asked if she was happy or hungry. I never fed her. I was so cought up with Knox. That I never noticed her.

" I walked by you everyday and you would say nothing. The times that I thought you where talking to me I was wrong. It was Knox next to me or behind me. The last time I heard an I love you and an I'm proud of you, was the day I  sold 20 painting in 2 hours. From that day on it was about Knox." She stopped to sniffle cause she was done crying. " Now that Lance is back in your life I'll go back to being no one likes, to just being there. What's even worse is that my own twin forgot about me. I didn't exist all day, until know. Until know I was just a fragment in the back of your mind."

"I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm so so so sorry." I was still crying " I never ment to do this to you. I never ment for this to happen."

" The day I almost killed that boy was a month after the last time you talked to me. I took all my anger out on him." She sounded kinda mad or irritated.

"Tell me there's a way I can make it up to you."

"Mom you forgot about me for years. Do you think there's a way to make that up to me. Do you think that you can make up something that you forgot!" She had started to talk louder and louder.

" Lilac I didn't mean to I for.." she cut me off.

"It doesn't matter who forgets about there own damn child! There child that has a twin that looks just like them!" Lilac was screaming at me.

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Hey it's me sorry if this chapter is a little short.

You should real the book

Ok bye love ya and thx for reading

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