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seventeen

Renee: hey are we meeting up soon or?

Dean💞: um... why would we be meeting up soon???

Renee: I thought we were having a date

Renee: isn't that what you told your friend???

Dean 💞: you saw that?

Renee: well duh

Renee: had to make sure you weren't cheating on me! 😂

Renee: you've been texting a lot recently and been on your phone, then I saw it was a boy named Seth and realized I had nothing to worry about!

Dean 💞: lol yeah hes just a friend

Dean 💞: but I just told him that so i can leave the convo. yknow I'm awkward

Renee: yeah haha. and you're quiet. ready for me to drag you out of that shell? 😂😉

Dean 💞: was that sexual???

Renee: I mean.

Renee: dean we've never fucked.

Dean 💞: I didn't know you were in a rush

Renee: I didn't know u weren't.

Renee: we've been together forever and we still haven't fucked. I'm starting to think you dont like me 😞💔

Dean 💞: renee i do like you its just

Dean 💞: I'm not ready

Renee: I get that but I'm just saying you're worrying me at this point

Dean 💞: worrying?? how?

Renee: its just

Renee: you're not my boyfriend, you're like my best friend. We're close but not close enough where you can kiss me and hold me and you've been especially distant when I talk to you or when I try to be with you. We dont go on dates, we don't talk like we're in love, we dont act like other couples. im not worried about you looking at other girls cause I know you won't but its the fact that you DONT you just dont look at girls...

Renee: what I'm trying to say is, are you gay?

Dean 💞: why do you think that? I'm not gay! Renee I do love you! I'm just having this time in my life where I can't be so attentive to you and I'm sorry but thats just how it is, I feel like I'm in a really deep depression and i don't know what to do anymore it all hurts and I dont wqnna think I'm gay, I'm not gay. Renee I swear just give me time and we'll make it work

Renee: there's nothing wrong with being gay I hope you know. :/

Renee: we're gonna watch hiac and talk about this, I'm here for you dean.

Dean 💞: deadass?

Renee: what??

Dean 💞: nvm. you- wouldn't get it.

Dean 💞: I know tho and thank you.

Renee: I love you

Dean: but i dont think i love you
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Dean: love you too.
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