Rye's PoV.
I sat in my room, the rainy weather honestly putting me in a worse mood than i was already in.
My depression has been so bad, really and lately and I'm not sure why - everything's going really well, I've not long came back from visiting my lovely family and now the band is doing great. What's there to be sad about?
Now 22 I've practically binged all decent series on Netflix and red all the decent books out there. My boredom doesn't help with my mental health.
"uh, hey rye?" It was andy, the boy that knew me in and out.
"sorry, are you okay?" I asked embarrassed of me daydreaming.
"bored, is everything okay with you?" He asked and sat beside me.
"I-I don't know, yes, I'm fine." I stuttered.
The small boy put his hand on my jawline and began stroking it.
"let's watch a movie, cuddle and have a good day in."
I smiled.
"thank you."
"oh, also, the reason I came in here was to tell you that everyone's doing out so it's just you and I." He smiled back.
I turned my head making eye contact for the first time since he came in.
"Before we go, what's wrong? you can talk to me." Andy added.
"I mean, I've just been down a lot lately." I frowned.
"hey, it's okay. Thank you for telling me." Andy smiled and slowly pecked my cheek making me blush slightly.
He then inter-wined our fingers and dragged me to his room.
"my room, my bed, it's cosy." He smiled.
"go lie down, I'll be back now."
Andy left the room and I climbed into his bed already ready to sleep.
After 10 minutes of waiting and came back with blankets, popcorn and drinks. God I love him.
He put the blankets over his and my legs and then cuddled into me.
"what'd you wanna watch."
"I don't care." I replied with.
"mean girls it is." He laughed.
"andy." I frowned.
"I'm scared I'll never be as happy as I used to." The truth hurt me.
And kissed me, he straight up kissed me.
"let me fix your broken pieces baby." Andy put his head on mine and I pulled away.
"I'm weak, I'm just not like I used to be." I said.
"you may be weak but that doesn't make you a freak, handsome. Let's go talk to someone today, yeah? I love you and I don't want anything hurting you." Andy said.
I took his hand and he stroked his fingers along my knuckles.
"Sing me a song baby." I said and then rested my heavy head on his shoulder.
"Your hand fits in mine like it's made just for me
But bear this in mind, it was meant to be
And I'm joining up the dots with the freckles on your cheeks
And it all makes sense to me..."
"you're one beautiful man, Andrew Robert Fowler." I said to him, he kissed me quickly on the lips as I rested my head back on his shoulder.
Our hands still together I broke the silence.
"can we go to the doctor now fovvs?" I asked.
"yes, of course." He kissed my head.
We drove to the doctors and sat their waiting anxiously.
"do you want me to talk to the doctor?" He asked me knowing how nervous I was.
I nodded.
"is that uh, okay?" I asked.
"of course baby." He replied.
"Ryan Leanoard Beaumont?" A short lady called out my name as andy and I stop up walking towards her.
"Right this way lovely's, i hope you're both having a good day! This is Dr.James' room."
"thank you" Andy smiled.
"hello! Ryan? and..."
"andy." My boy smiled at the bald doctor.
"so, what can I do for you today Ryan?" He questioned me, I fiddled with my fingers and couldn't reply. Therefore Andy held my hand.
"he's been suffering recently, having exhausting waves of depression." He explained as i tensed.
Andy hushed me and started stroking my arm.
After several questions and maybe a few tears the doctor prescribed me some medication.
Three months later...
I'm happy, happy, happy, happy, happy!
I'm happy with the boy of my dreams.
Lolz this was so bad, I'm so sorry. Uhm, I've had a lot of anxiety problems lately hense the lack of productivity on these books. Hope you understand, please comment telling me your opinion and I'd love to see some request.
Much love always and I hope you're doing well, elisha xxx
