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Otcho - His Tears

MARK'S POV

I'm really pissed at Gabriel...

How could he?!

Ask permission from Mom? Hahaha

Mom is just as useless as everyone around me...

I won't accept help from a murderer.

I don't want to be stressed... so I'll try my best not to dwell on that kind of bullshit.

They always think that I'm fine with everything that's happening right now...

It's not fucking easy...

I really thought I could handle with Jacob being away and out of the way... but No.

My life is still fucked up as it is... and I hate this!

My hands are shaking and my tears won't stop falling... I feel like shit.

I hate myself...

I feel like I'm slowly becoming Jacob...
I'm slowly turning into a coward.

*Mark had a slight breakdown... he got tired and fell asleep on his bed*

My head hurts...

I should go down and drink something
or... not.

I'll just see Gab and I might punch his guts out... I'm still pissed at him.

***calls Psalm***

"Hey... you called?"

Mark: Can we meet?

"It's not a Friday...but are you okay though?"

Mark: Please... just this once... I don't feel good right now...

"Okay, same place?"

Mark: No, meet me up at the tree

"Okay, I'll be there at six"

Mark: Thank you...

"See you."

***ends call***

Psalm is the only person I can come to right now.

She's the only person I can be comfortable with...

Her presence makes me feel safe.

END OF POV

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PSALM'S POV

I'm worried about Mark...he didn't sound good at all.

Kurt: You're going out again?

Psalm: Yeah, my friend wants to meet up with me...

Kurt: The same friend you went with last Friday?

Psalm: Yes...

Kurt: Is your friend a guy?

Psalm: Yup, I forgot to tell you...

My brother doesn't really like me having male friends. Tyler is the only male friend my kuya approves. He's been always like this.

Kurt: Didn't I tell you something about male friends?

Psalm: I'm sorry Kuya, I really forgot about it.

Kurt: You know I don't want you hanging out with strangers...