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Catorce Pt.2 - Friendzone

TYLER'S POV

I have a 2 week break from Uni.

Sidney went to Germany with her rumoured boyfriend, Jasper.

And I'm here... all alone in my new apartment... chilling the frick out because it's freezing outside.

It's also been weeks (or months) since I had a proper conversation with Psalm...

I blame the timezones and ... me.
It's my fault.

I shouldn't have confessed out of the blue... I feel like I've ruined my chances.

But I really do love Psalm... and I felt like she did like me back... but right now, maybe that's not the case.

I've been holding myself back for years because I'm too scared of losing our friendship... and right now I feel like I'm losing much more than that... I'm losing her.

I feel hopeless.

I feel like a dumbass!

Why did I even hook up with Samantha?!
She's nothing compared to Psalm...

And right now, she thinks that she's my girlfriend even though I don't have an ounce of love for her.

Good thing Sidney punched her guts out in their boxing class.

I have been avoiding any form of communication with her.

Right now I just want to bring back my old relationship with Psalm... even if means to dump any of my romantic feelings for her. I just want our old friendship back...

I want to be her bestfriend again.

//phone rings//

Tyler: Hey?

It's Psalm.

Psalm: Tyler...

She sounded weird.

Tyler: Is there something wrong?

Psalm: Tyl-...

Something is wrong with her.
Her voice is shaking...

and she's breathing heavily...

Tyler: Psalm... calm down okay?... just... tell me what happened?

Psalm: It's back...

She's crying...

Tyler: What's back?

Psalm: My nightmares...

She's been struggling with her nightmares ever since I met her.

She's probably breaking down right now...

Psalm: They all looked so real... I feel like I was dying... I'm so scared right now... I feel like I'm-

Tyler: Psalm...

Psalm: ...

Tyler: You don't need to be scared... I'm here...

Psalm: Everything looked so real Ty... I can't even move...

Tyler: Psalm... they're not real, okay? Trust me.

Psalm: But...

Tyler: Listen...just take a deep breath and exhale slowly....

She followed me.
She's starting to calm down...

Psalm: Ty... you still there? ty...?

Tyler: I'm here... don't worry...