first days

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would it kill you
to pour me a drink
instead of splashing
it on my face?

it was this moment
that took me ages
to find the courage
to find the strength
i fucking needed

giving me shit
won’t do

tell me you’ve missed me
i would’ve appreciated it
much better

don’t rely on to me
for something you can’t do
that i can
i might fuck it up
and i will fuck it up

give me a scissor
to cut my hair
give me a rubber band
for my itching skin

that fear i’ve been feeling
is ten times worse
duplicating like they’ve been
sprinkled with magic

don’t pretend to care
when all you’ve done is
running the other way
instead of slowing down
your pace to be by my side

i’m scared
this world ain’t for me

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