Here's the new chapter!
I wrote it from drake's point of view in this chapter. So you guys can sneak a peak at the riot going inside his heart!
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A picture of Drake on the side----->
Drake's P.O.V.
It was getting harder and harder to suppress these feelings. I have known her my whole life. All these time I had her all to myself. Till that incident with Cole. I feel as if because of her meeting with Cole since the first day,she has become very distant towards me. Not intentionally though. I don't think she even knows it herself how much little time now she spends with me.
Why did she have to go to work that day? I wanted to stop her. The weather was bad but I never got those words out. I should have. If I had,then I could have had her all to myself. My heart squeezed painfully. I closed my eyes and exhaled a long breath as my mind drifted away to the memory lane.
I realised when I was in high school that I had an attraction towards her. Sure I went to dates. But nobody could make me feel the way she can. I really never plucked up the courage to tell her about my feelings. I just couldn't. I was scared she'd reject me and it would ruin our friendship. I couldn't lose her that way. But looking back now,I wish I had. This is tortuous. Cause I want her so much,but her heart belongs to someone else. Someone who wasn't even looking her way till a few days ago! Someone who doesn't love her back. She doesn't deserve it. She's been through so damn much already!
Sighing I got up from the chair and walked towards her room. The door was half open. Without making any noise I looked inside. My breath hitched up at the sight of her and my heart started to beat faster in my ribcage threatening to burst any moment. There she was sprawled in my bed,only four feet away from me. Her ebony,silky hair spreading in the pillow gracefully. The quilt that was covering her was a bit dislocated,revealing her chest rising up and falling down in a rhythmic and steady flow. I cautiously took steps toward her,not wanting to wake her up.
I covered her up with the quilt. I froze when she stirred slightly but relaxed when she didn't wake up. I could stare at her angelic face without ever getting tired of it. I gently stroked her cheek. 'You say that it's alright,but I know it's a lie. You should know that someone cares about you' I whispered to her. Even though I know she's sleeping. Leaving the room I walked to the balcony breathing in fresh air.
Leaning onto the railing I looked up at the sky. Why do I do this to myself? Why have I not learned a thing? I keep dreaming of things that have no meaning. Sometimes life sure can be unkind.
She doesn't believe that she's a beautiful girl. Her beauty is so captivating that I've noticed wherever she goes men and women keeps on staring her way. How can she not see it? I always keep telling her how beautiful she is. But she just blows it off. How can she not see that her enchanting eyes holds the people spellbound? How can she not see her smooth,silky looking milk-white skin can make fingers twitch?
I sighed.
She doesn't have any confidence in herself. I don't blame her though. After what happened three years ago I don't blame her at all for not being so much lively as she used to be. That incident left a deep scar in her heart. The bruises in her body healed easily after a few weeks. But the damage in her heart? If left an ugly,searing scar. It was engraved in her memory.
Then fourteen months ago when she met Cole,she became worse than before. She fell for him hard. It hurts me so fucking much to see what pain she's going through. If she would just turn around and notice my feelings for her. Now there was no way she was going to. I want to beat the shit out of that asshole! He didn't pay attention to her all these months now he's so fucking eager to marry her! Fucking sleeze ball! What am I supposed to do?
