One of those nights (Shawn mendes)

Seventeen prt. 1

this chapter will involve a jealous shawn, a lying song writer, and some cute ass moments, so get ready for that.
part 1:
"okay ladies and gentlemen, gather around!" the director yells as we get on set for the final day of shooting, "i know that today was supposed to be just one scene but i sent the season to the producers and they had some problems with it. number one being the last episode needs to be split into part 1 and 2 and the second thing was, they wanted shawn and y/n to be more intimate. teen girls really want to live vicariously though her, so we need to redo a few scenes with sexy undertones."
"are there specific scenes we're supposed to be adding to ur is it at random" i ask him,
"we can start with season 1 episode 7 when Shawn and y/n visit his parents and episode 18 when they talk about trying for kids" he yells dismissing us to change into the costumes from those episodes.
"weird to be back on this set, it's pretty accurate if you ask me, even right down to the little action figures you got mad at me making fun of" i say looking back to Shawn playing with a spider-man toy,
"y/n!! would you put those down?" he whines,
"Shawn are you okay? you seem tense." i walk over and sit down on the bed with him.
"are you saying your not?" i raise my eyebrow at him "we don't usually get physical while filming, we haven't since the night he before we broke up, the closest we have is kissing. i don't know i'm just nervous and sad"
"we'll be fine! like the writers always say, we have natural chemistry. now come on, cheer up, no being sad!" i laugh and shove him slightly,
"okay guys let's start with y/n poking fun at Shawn's childhood room, Shawn will pull her onto the bed and we'll do the scene from there." one of the writer tells us as the director counts down from 10.
"and action!"
"huuh Shawn! is this a picture of you at pee wee baseball? your so cute!! and look at your comic books, you were such a dorky kid i love it" i laugh look back to see Shawn a lot closer than where he was originally, i could feel his breath on my neck and his hand wrap around my wrist,
"y/n i didn't bring you up here to talk about my childhood bedroom decorations" he whispered. he tried to pull me around so i was facing him but we slip both ending up on the bed, i straddle him and he grabs my waist.
"then what did you bring me up here to do?" i grinned my hips into his slightly, "i hope you don't think i'd have sex with your parents right down the hall, cause i'm just not that kind of girl" he grabs my waist pulling me down to his level and gets so close to my lips i can practically feel then but doesn't kiss me yet.
"no? i suppose we can just stop here then" he goes to push me up and i push my lips onto his. god i know this is acting but it feels beyond real, i may have been the one to break up with him but i also haven't seen any action like this since the day we broke up. i start to grind into his hips and he bucks upwards, i can feel him getting hard signaling that i should probably stop.
"Shawn. we. should. stop." i say in between kisses, he starts to move down to my neck,
"is that really what you want?" he teases licking from my neck to my earlobe.
knock knock knock.
"and cut!" we had already filmed the scenes afterwards but prior to today the scene had a light make out session. i don't immediately get off of Shawn i just move my upper body upwards up.
"see that wasn't so bad, now was it?" i move my hips slightly and he grabs my waist stilling me. "sorry" i say remembering his issue.
"you're an ass" he laughs slightly rolling his eyes and pushing me off him,
"i was trying to ease the tension" Shawn raises his eyebrows in shock "oh my god not like that!"
"i got caught up in the moment okay, i'll get it under control, i just haven't lost those types of feelings for you yet. we still have a few more scenes to shoot today, it won't happen again." he shifts his gaze away from me,
"Shawn you say that like your afraid of me or something" i pause for a minute "and.. what makes you think i want you to lose those feelings for me"
we make eye contact and he looks down at my lips and back up to my eyes,
"okay guys great scene! honestly i don't even get hunk we need to do any retakes, you guys up for the second scene or are you wanting some time off," the director comes over to us,
"i think i'm done for the day if that's okay" Shawn says rather dryly.
"all good you guys did amazing i think we can call it for the day meet back up here for our last scene and a screening of the first episode?" we nod and he walks off, before i could continue my conversation with Shawn he walks off leaving me confused.
*a few hour later*
"i don't get it! he's so complicated! he constantly talks about wanting to get back together with me but when i mention it he gets angry? ughh" i complain to Anthony while we're trying to work on my new song.
"i know y/n but come on we gotta start working on finishing this" he replied trying to get me to sit down,
"fine! okay which one are we working on?" i ask walking over to the couch.
"i was thinking that needy and or thank u, next are all good concepts for you newest single." he suggests,
"those all sound so boring to write in my state right now! ugh fuck feeling!" i scream,
"okay, maybe let's try rolling with that." he says looking at me, i start to play a casual melody on the piano.
"i don't wanna fall for you now, but it already happened don't know how, now i got ghost on you cause i can't get to close.. this isn't working, it's not me" i pause to look over at him. "i'm just scared, what if he's really over me?" i start to play again this time a different song,
"i'm going under and this time i feel there's no one to save me, this all or nothing really got a way of driving me crazy. i need somebody to heal, somebody to know, somebody to have, and somebody to hold. it's easy to say but it's never same, i guess i kind of liked the way you numbed all the pain." i start to sing and the word just flow out of me, the next thing i know i had finished the whole thing and i was balling.
"i love it!" he tells me hugging me, he lingers before moving away, "fuck feelings" he whispered before he leans in and kisses me passionately.
oh okay i see, i straight up suck. at updating this story. deepest apologies to those who actually read this and have been waiting for this new chapter. i decided to split the chapters into 2 so this is just a part 1 of this.