Eighteen

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i feel like i know how to finish this story but not really how to get there ya know? anyway i got inspired to finish it cause i just got back for my second shawn mendes concert!! i started writing this after the first one. he's talented and beautiful so i wanted to pretend i live in a world where we're together ;) also side note if you haven't watched the señorita video you must!
after we were done wrapping up the rest of the takes for the season shawn and i decide to go out for a drink. "last day on set, how do you feel about that?" i ask walking to bring our drinks to the table.
"i'm kind of gonna miss it, i mean there's no reason really for a season 2 since we've already covered our whole relationship, officially end of an era" he looks down,
"i wouldn't necessarily say that, our story isn't fully over" we smile at each other for a minute before i down my drink, deciding i need to get hammered tonight. about 5 drinks later i wound up scrolling through shawn's instagram looking at his Calvin Klein posts. "damn shawn you really are keeping it toit!"
"y/n are you stalking my instagram?" he laughs having only had 2 drinks,
"in my defense i was drunk and unsupervised and you were hot" i smile up at him.
"okay come on i should get you home" he says trying to get me to stand up,
"i'm fine, shawn and you are fInE, shawn" i zoom in on one of his pictures, "they didn't even need to photoshop your stomach"
"y/n, you gotta cool it and let me take you home" i become serious to match his personality in the moment,
"okay, fine, i suppose we can call it an early night" he smiles grabbing his jacket from the table, finishes the last of his 3rd drink, and extends his hand for me.
When we get back to the apartment building we've been living in while on set i see someone sitting outside of my door. not exactly a welcome person either.
"Andrew what the hell are you doing here?" i ask as he rushes to his feet,
" i came by to see you but you weren't home yet so i decided to wait, i needed to explain the interview" i raise an eyebrow at him hoping he's only here to apologize, "why is he here?"
"because i wanted him to be here" shawn pulls my waist in close to him.
"so what your back together now?" Andrew spits out angrily,
"it's honestly none of your business and thus is beyond unprofessional, so either say what you need to say or leave." i retort,
"okay okay look i didn't know they were gonna ambush me with questions about our relationship, i let it slip i'm sorry, i know we weren't really official ye-" i cut him off,
" oh my god Andrew there is no relationship we're not together at all, we're friends that's it, and right now i'm not even sure of that anymore. so please just go home!" he squints at me like he's ready to go into it,
"okay no you listen here you stuck up bitch you would be nothing if it weren't for me the least you could do was show some gratitude" he started walking towards me but before he could do anything shawn was stepping forward to hit him and he was on the ground unconscious. shawn doesn't say anything just keeps walking to the elevator and until we get to his room,
" i didn't feel comfortable leaving you in your apartment alone" he looks sheepishly to the ground, i smile widely back up at him. i walk closer to him and throw my arms around his neck,
"god that was exhilarating, i didn't know you had it in you but oh my god, you were a real hero." i stopped my own rambling by shoving my lips against his roughly. shawn stills for a few seconds completely cut off guard until he starts to slowly kiss back, not nearly meeting my level of enthusiasm.
(may get smutty just a warning)
" wait wait y/n are you sure about this, no script no acting this is really happening" he pulls away less than half an inch to ask,
"i have never been more sure about something in my life" i say jumping and wrapping my legs around him as he walks me towards the couch. he sits down with me straddling his hips, he's started to pick up his pace while kissing me growing more excited in more than just one way.
He peals off his shirt and i run my hand up his abdomen landing on his chest, i break away from the kiss to move lower down his neck. kissing every inch of his jawline, occasionally stopping on the spots i know are especially sensitive. i hear a low groan come from his throat as i suck on his pulse point which encourages me to keep going. i pull my dress over my head and begin leaving a trail of kisses leading down to shawn's belt, when i get there i get pulled back up to meet shawn's lips. he flips me over so he's on top grinding his hips into mine, i always did love it when he took control. he hooks my bra and pulls it off swiftly, leaning back down to kiss the spot right in between my two breasts.
he spent a good amount of time with each breast before continuing his downward trail. again taking his time to kiss every single spot except for the one that i need him to, we've done this enough for this not to come as a shock to me. he finally pulls my panties down but by this point i have no use for foreplay and teasing so i pull shawn back up to me and flip our position again so i'm on top. i undo his belt and pull down his pants releasing him before shoving him inside of me, i'm good at knowing how to make us both get there quickly after many years of little time and tiny tour bus bathrooms. time flew by in seconds i blinked and it was over, the fear of the unknown beginning to set in.
okay hey man, maybe don't ever attempt that again. i thought that a smutty chapter could be fun but i have never written something like that so it obviously fucking sucked. lol hopefully you enjoyed it.

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