One of those nights (Shawn mendes)

Nine

Ohh I really want this one to be long, but I doubt it will happen we'll see. Also sorry I haven't updated, I've been busy crying to his new album.
Why Shawn feels the need to do things like this I don't know, but I do know that I am currently freaking out!!
Flashback:
"What's with the not discussing things with me" I roll my eyes,
"It's really not that big of a deal y/n"
"I know that, but I still would have liked a heads up"
Shawn had thought it was a good idea for us to be seen together in public as a couple, so he agreed to have us on a tv talk show, without discussing it with my.
"It's okay baby, the world gonna love almost as much as I do" He puts his hands on my hips and then leans down to kiss me.
End flashback
So now I'm sitting back stage of the tonight show with Shawn waiting to film.
"Hey baby" Shawn walks over to me kissing me on the cheek "are you ready for this?"
"N-no" I laugh,
"Oh come on you'll do great out there" he tries to reassure me. I roll my eyes and kiss him one last time before they signal us to come out on the stage.
"Tonight we are being accompanied by the one and only Shawn mendes and his stunning girlfriend y/n y/l/n!! How do you guys feel about being on the show tonight?" The host yells enthusiastically
"Well y/n is feeling a little bit nervous about being on tv for the first time, but we are very excited" Shawn answers.
The show goes on for a while having us answer questions like 'how'd you guys meet?' 'Have you met the parents?' 'How long have you been dating' simple things. I knew the answer to all of them and they were kind of boring to answer until he asked a question that peaked my interest,
"So Shawn y/n how did you know that you loved the other person?" He asks. I honestly didn't really know the answer to that, it wasn't one simple thing that made me fall in love with him.
"Well for me it was about our 4 month anniversary, neither of us are very trusting or know how to say how we feel,  But that night I just knew. I was seeing her after about 6 weeks, and we we're having a cute movie night to celebrate. We like built a fort and ordered a pizza. I think we were watching a silly old Disney movie that y/n had seen so many times she knew all the words to it. And the end scene when they got together she smiled and looked up at me, and all the sudden I just knew. She was the one. Simple as that."
I sat there looking at him for a few seconds practically speechless, I remember that exact moment
Flash back:
We were sitting in a huge fort we had built in Shawn's hotel room trying to find a movie to watch.
"Oh my god Shawn we HAVE TO watch camp rock!!" He laughs and nods
"I love that movie!"
I know that I'm a huge dork but I know every single word to that movie.
"Start start start the party come come on come on everyone" I sing along to the movie dancing with Shawn,
"Y/n why do you know every song and piece of dialogue in this movie?" Shawn asks
"The real question is why don't you?" I lean over and kiss him gently before going back to quoting the scene with Kevin and his bird house. At the end of the movie me and him were horribly singing along to the end song and shoving pizza down our throats.
"That's the song" I start
"So that must be the girl" Shawn continues
"Ya think" I finish the quote and we laugh again. (Scene at top)
"Ya know Shawn I think this is probably the most romantic date I have ever been on" I say
"Well I'm glad that I could be the one to facilitate that date" he responds and kisses me on the nose, I giggle and then we move on to the second movie.
End flashback
"You've never told me that before" I say still about shocked
"Woah Shawn, you are setting bars extremely high for all boyfriends out there watching this with there girls" the host laughs "what about you y/n?"
"I-uh-I um sorry I just am still about speechless from Shawn's answer here, he sure does know how to be romantic" I put my arm on his shoulder and look into his eyes "as for my answer, I don't really know. It wasn't like one specific moment, it was all of the little accumulative things that he does. Like how he always lets me rant at him about the tv show that I'm watching, without saying 'it's just a tv show y/n calm down' and how he wants everyone to know that we're dating. I didn't want to have a public relationship but he wanted everybody to know about me. I just woke up one morning, not sure when, and it was just a part of me, I loved him."
"Well y/n you're not to bad at being romantic either" the host says, before moving on to something else.
"So y/n can you sing? I know that your man here can, and I do hope he will sing for us, but the question is will you join him?"
"I personally don't think I'm a very good singer, but hey I mean if you want to see it, I guess I'm down" i shrug,
"That's the spirit!!" He shouts, "okay go go on over there, how about you sing that new song from the album, what is it? Like to be you? That's a duet right"
We nod and Shawn pulls me over to the stage with him, he leans in and tells me that he was excited to here me sing, cause he never had before. (An: I'm not a good singer personally and I'm not sure if you are, but this is leading up to something in the later plot, So just go along with it for now)

Don't cry or do whatever makes you comfortable
I'm tired too, there's nothin' left to say
Let's call a truce, 'cause I don't really wanna go to
Bed like this

I'm so sorry
Though we're still stuck in the middle
I'm so sorry
'Cause in the moment I

This was the part that I came in, Not sure how good this is going to be but I open my mouth and I start to sing with him.

I don't know what it's like to be you
I don't know what it's like but I'm dying to
If I could put myself in your shoes
Then I know what it's like to be you

Can I kiss you or not?
'Cause I'm not really sure right now of what you want
Are you still mad at me? I'm hopin' not
'Cause maybe we could go to the movies
I know that always cheers us up, hey

I'm so sorry
Though we're still stuck in the middle
Yeah, I'm so sorry
'Cause in the moment I

I don't know what it's like to be you
I don't know what it's like but I'm dying to
If I could put myself in your shoes
Then I know what it's like to be you

Tell me what's inside of your head
No matter what you say I won't love you less
And I'd be lying if I said that I do
I don't know what it's like to be you
I don't know what it's like to be you

The was pause for the instrumental and Shawn looked over at me, 'you're really good' he mouths and smiles.

I get worried
I might lose you a little
Every time we
Every time we argue and get caught up in the moment

I don't know what it's like to be you
I don't know what it's like but I'm dying to
If I could put myself in your shoes
Then I know what it's like to be you

So tell me what's inside of your head
No matter what you say I won't love you less
And I'd be lying if I said that I do
I don't know what it's like to be you
I don't know what it's like to be you
I don't know what it's like

The audience erupted into applause as we walk back over to the couches,
"Woah y/n, mrs. 'I don't think I'm very good' yeah right! That was amazing" the host shouts at me "I am so glad that we got to see that on our show, and have these amazing guests, I hope that we can have you guys back again soon. But it seems that we are out of time, so I will see you guys next week goodnight everybody!!"
The camera shuts off and we thank the show for having us before going backstage.
"Oh god that was nerve racking" I sigh,
"Y/n you were absolutely amazing! I don't know how you could possibly get more perfect but you keep doing it" Shawn picks me up and spins me around "seriously I could not love you more!"
When we get back to Shawn's new apartment he decided to give me the official tour, I had never been there before so it was quite exciting.  It was a beautiful building, one of those apartments that had an elevator that went straight into his living room, gave me fifty shades of gray vibes in a good way of course.
"This is the kitchen, then the bathroom, living room, guest bedroom, study and then upstairs" he pauses dragging me up the stairs " there's another bathroom, my bedroom, a studio, and then there's this room"
He opens the door to the room at the end of the hallway, we step in and it's beautiful. Has a big bed in the middle of the room, a bunch of tapestries hanging up, fairy lights, and so many other decorations.
"Woah Shawn it's beautiful in here! What is it?" I ask turning back to him
"This is your room," he pauses "I figured that I should have a rooms for you at my apartment for when you come to visit, I had my assistant help pick out the decorations she thought you would enjoy"
"Aw baby that's so sweet, but um what exactly would I need a separate room for?" I raise one of my eyebrows
"Well I don't know for sleeping, normal bedroom stuff" he responds
"I know that shawn, but why I'm confused is, when I visit I always sleep in the same bed as you... and we usually don't get much sleep"
"Good point"
"Can we go to your room Shawn? I'm tired, it's been a fairly long day" I yawn and he nods pulling me into his room. We change into our pajamas and then lay down under the blankets on his bed, he grabs my waist and pulls me closer to his chest.
"Goodnight Shawn"
"Goodnight y/n" he mumbles "i love you"
"I love you too"
Then he leans down to kiss me softly, it was quick kiss kind of like a habit, like we'd do it every day for the rest of our lives.
Yay I finished another chapter!! It was slightly longish, not long enough though, never long enough. Double flash backs in one chapter too, interesting.