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corbyn sat in his room tired and sad. his gaze traveled all around the room as he re-lived the memories of him and jonah. he couldn't take it, he just couldn't live this way.
he ran his hands through his hair as he lightly pulled on the end. he tugged on the blonde steaks in his frustration. tears poured from his eyes as he arose from the bed.
he ran his hands along the side of the windowsill as his eyes looked the framed photos. his smiling face looked so strange in the frozen moments. corbyn had changed so much.
he needed to some way to convey his feelings. clearly he couldn't fly to jonah the normal way, there was no way he could actually find the boy. so corbyn did the only thing he could think of, he wrote a letter.
jo,
my best friend. we spent so much time together when we were younger. it's surreal how long ago you moved away. i miss you every single day. i loved you and i always will.
i still remember every single one of the days that we spent together. you were the only person i would tell my secrets to. i would spend endless hours telling you every little thought i had and you just expected all of them. you always made me feel better, not matter what.
when you met zach i was ok with that, in fact i was happy that you had made friends. i loved that you were settling in at college and making friends.
that was always the one thing the two of us couldn't do. have friends. it was always just us against the world and i loved that but somedays i wished i had more.
then you went away and got everything i had every wanted. every single goddamn thing. i felt horrible because i was supposed to be a good friend. i was supposed to be happy for you but i couldn't. i was jealous and in all honesty i still am.
then you met tate and that ruined my life a little bit more. i was always so scared to tell you, scared that it would mess up our friendship. i love you j, as more than a friend. always have and always will.
that shedevil broke my heart a little bit more of that was even possible. at this point i was completely heartbroken and we hadn't talked for a long time.
to keep it short over the next amount of time you forgot my birthday and also when you moved you didn't tell me your new address. that means i will be mailing this to your college and they will have to give it to you so i don't even know if you'll get this.
i'm sorry jonah i really am. at this point i'm just trying to ask myself why? what did i do to lose your friendship. i love you so much.
thank you so much for everything jonah.
goodbye, see you in another life.
a day later corbyn mailed the letter.
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