Childhood friend (Harrison osterfield x reader)

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Four days later*
It was finally Saturday. I was excited the whole week. I woke up at 9, everyone else was awake except for Tom. Typical Tom, I went to go play with Sam and Harry. We played mariokart until 12. I totally kicked their butts by the way. We went upstairs for lunch and after lunch we cleaned the house. The guests were coming at 6 and it was 5. I took a quick shower, did my hair, and wore causal clothes. It was 6 when I heard a knock on the door. I heard mum talking.
N) hello please come in
I ran from my room like a maniac and saw them.
Y) hi I'm y/n
?) hi I'm (I don't know what Harrison's mom name is) and this is Harrison and Charlotte
I looked at Harrison and the first thing I noticed was his eyes.
Y) I like your eyes Harrison
I then realize what I said and face plamed. But Harrison started laughing.
HO) thanks I get that a lot
Then the three boys came running up.
T) hi I'm tom
H) I'm Harry
S) and I'm Sam, Harry's twin brother
I rolled my eyes.
T) hey do you want to go downstairs and play some games?
HO) yeah sure
The boys went downstairs and I should Charlotte my room.
C) wow you have a big room
Y) thanks, so what do you want to do?
C) I like to play board games
Y) let's see.
I open my closet and got out my board games
C) ooo can we play monopoly?
Y) sure
After an hour of playing Charlotte won.
C) hahaha I win!!
Y) good job Charlotte
We talked about ourselves and how life is going. Then dinner was done. After dinner Harrison and Charlotte left. I went downstairs to see the boys.
Y) hey guys
Everyone) hey y/n
Y) so did you like Harrison?
S) definitely
H) yep
T) yeah I think I might have him come over tomorrow
Y) cool well I'm going to bed goodnight
Everyone) goodnight
I went to bed.

Time lapse*
Tom and Harrison always hanged out together. Me and Tom didn't hangout a lot like we used to. I didn't really care I always had Sam and Harry. Summer was over just like that and Sam, Harry, and me were going to middle school and Tom and Harrison were going to high school. The first week is always bad. I decided to try out for cheerleading. I was flexible like Tom but not as good as him. When I went I did the tryout and the judges were the cheerleading captains.
Judge 1) please say your name then do what ever your doing
Y) ok my name is y/n Holland
I did my tryout and the girls did not look impressed
Judge 2) that was awful. You will never be a cheerleader so just give up
Judge 3) we need good people not losers
Y) ok thank you for your time
I said trying to hold back tears.
After the tryouts i was teased a lot. Mostly by the popular girls and the cheerleaders. I guess Sam and Harry didn't listen to the rumors because they never helped me.
A lot of times I didn't listen but sometimes I did. When I did I felt sad. One day when I was walking one girl said " everyone would be better off without you" I listened then. I couldn't leave because of my family. It would crush them especially Tom. So instead I cut myself when ever I'm home alone. I wore long sleeved clothes. I didn't want anyone to find out but one day someone did.