Living with seventeen || seventeen fan fiction

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A/n: bold means english
Leanne's POV

"What they mean is that you're kicked out of The Royals."

"W-what ?"

"Leanne, sorry to break it to you but you've been kicked out of the Royals." Rachelle unnie tells me and I bursted out sobbing, it was as if my heart was shattering into a million pieces. I was in so much pain that no one could understand. I fell down onto my knees and just sat there. The Seventeen members gathered around me and were comforting me.

I stood up which made the Seventeen members back up. I walked towards my members, well ex-members and glared at them all. I was about to give them a piece of my mind and the first part of it, was in tagalog.

"Wow ! Ang galing ninyo ! Mga taksil ! Alam niyo, hindi na ako magiiyak dahil sa pagtataksil ninyo. Talagang nakairrita. Wala ba kayo pake ? Ang sakit talaga. Akala ko kayo ang aking mga totoong kaibigan pero hindi pala. Ang lahat ng dinaanan natin, itatapon niyo lang ? Ganiyan lang ? I worked on our songs and choreography for so FUCKING LONG and you guys just DECIDED to kick me out ?! Kapal ng mukha ninyo ! Ngayon, masaya na ba kayo ? Sige, wala na ako sa grupo, dapat maging masaya na kayo hindi ba ? Ito ang gusto niyo diba ?"

[Translation: Wow ! You guys are so good ! Traitors ! You know, I'm not even going to cry anymore because of your betrayal. It's honestly so irritating. Do you guys not care ? It hurts so much. I thought you guys were my real friends but I guess not. Everything that we've been through, you guys are just going to throw it away ? Just like that ? I worked on our songs and choreography for so FUCKING LONG and you guys just DECIDED to kick me out ?! You guys are shameless ! There are you guys happy ? Okay, I'm not a part of the group anymore, you guys should be happy right ? This is what you guys wanted right ?]

I stopped for a bit and sighed in frustration and continued

"I really can't believe you guys. You guys are supposed to be the people I rely on and ask for help when I need it. You guys are such wonderful and amazing friends am I right ? What was this ? I can't even tell if this was the CEO's idea or yours. I'm hoping that it was the CEO's so I could have something to reason with but if not, I don't think I'll ever be able to forgive you all. We all worked so hard, the song, the choreo that we made, it's all going in the trash now. To be honest..." I took a deep breath and just glared for a second. "To be honest, why...WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME THAT YOU GUYS DIDN'T WANT ME IN THE GROUP IN THE FIRST PLACE HUH ? YOU GUYS KNOW THAT I WAS ALREADY STARTING TO COMPOSE OUR NEXT MINI ALBUM. IF YOU GUYS TOLD ME, MY TIME WOULDN'T HAVE GONE TO WASTE FOR THAT SHIT. I PUT MY BLOOD, SWEAT, AND TEARS FOR THIS FUCKING ALBUM. I WORKED ON IT FOR MONTHS AND IT'S ALL GOING TO FUCKING WASTE. I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT I WASN'T EVEN ABLE TO FIND OUT. MY GOD. I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT I TRUSTED ALL THE DETAILS OF MY LIFE WITH YOU GUYS. THE FRIENDS THAT HAVE BEEN WITH ME SINCE THE 3RD FUCKING GRADE. HOW DID I GET SO UNLUCKY TO FIND SOME SHITTY FAKE ASS FRIENDS LIKE YOU GUYS." I stopped to compose myself because 1, I was balling my hand up into a fist up to the point where my knuckles were white 2, the boys were trying to hold me back from punching them or just hurting them in general and 3, I was really close to slapping all of them. "I really should have listened to my dreams the other day. It really showed me what would happen but I didn't believe it because I thought that you guys could never betray me like that." I said to them and looked at them, they looked scared but then, Kylie spoke up.

"Are you done ?" She asked and I nodded. "Well, we thought that you were a weakling in the group. You almost died a few times already and we were able to compose a sound that we liked and made choreography that we all liked." She said in a sassy tone which irritated the hell out of me.

"Ah yes, our maknae, our loving and caring maknae. I would take what you said into consideration if the info was correct but honey they were all wrong. I ALWAYS ASK YOU GUYS IF YOU LIKE THE SONG AND THE CHOREOGRAPHIES AND YOU GUYS WOULD SAY YES. WHEN YOU DON'T, I ASK FOR SUGGESTIONS AND PUT IN WHAT COULD AND COULDN'T WORK. ALSO, HOW THE FUCK WAS I A WEAKLING WHEN I FUCKING COMPOSED ALL THE SHIT THAT WE HAVE AND CHOREOGRAPHED THEM TOO HUH ? THAT DOESN'T MAKE ANY FUCKING SENSE. ALL OF THIS COULD HAVE BEEN FUCKING PREVENTED IF YOU ALL WOULD HAVE TOLD ME EARLIER." I stopped and slapped her because I was not going to deal with her shit anymore. "You know what, enjoy your fucking debut. I don't give a shit anymore. It's not like I can change anything now. Your debut is in like 6 fucking days so what can I do now ? Nothing obviously. Have a fun and happy debut." I said and turned my back to them and walked away but before exiting, I turned around to look at them and walked back to them. I grabbed 2 phones, recognizing it was Kylie's and Rachelle unnie's and smashed them down onto the floor. I gave them one last glare before leaving "Mga putangina.[sons of bitches]" I spat out and left. Not knowing where Seventeen was, I just walked around the Pledis building and kept thinking about my future. I was thinking until I thought

'I should go see CEO-nim about this.'

I walked to the elevator and went to CEO-nim's office and knocked on the door.

"Come in." I heard his voice say and I busted the door open.

"Ah, Leanne. I assume you know now." He said to me.

"Yes, yes I do. Now please explain to me why you approved it." I said, almost in a demanding way.

"All will be revealed soon. Just give yourself time to heal and I'll tell you why." He said to me and I turned around to leave but turned back around for one more thing.

"Before I go, can you just tell me, whose idea was it to kick me out of the group ?" I asked and tapped my foot out of impatience.

"Your group but more specifically, Rachelle and Kylie." I was shocked at his words and marched out of the room. I couldn't believe that all of this shit was happening to me. All that I've worked for in the past 5 years, down the drain.

SVT's POV

When Leanne was yelling at her members. They all were scared of her once again. It reminded them way too much about how she yelled at them before. She was speaking in a much calmer way at the start but once she raised her voice, they went up to her to calm her down. They could never understand her when she spoke tagalog but her tone guaranteed that she was furious, a lot angrier than when she was when she was mad at them. She would take a break here and there to gather her thoughts but try to calm herself down.

"Are you done ?" This one girl asked and instantly Seventeen didn't like her. "Well, we thought that you were a weakling in the group. You almost died a few times already and we were able to compose a sound that we liked and made choreography that we all liked."

All the Seventeen members thought to themselves bad thoughts about her even though the didn't understand a lot of it except for Vernon and Joshua.

"Who is she ?"

"Who does she think she is ?"

"What right does she have to speak to Leanne like that in this situation ?"

"Please tell me she's one of the older members that are older than Leanne."

"Ah yes, our maknae, our loving and caring maknae." They heard the word maknae come out of Leanne's mouth which made them widen their eyes and look and mouth at each other "She's the maknae ?!" They all kept mouthing it to each other and shook their heads in disappointment. They all tried to understand what Leanne was saying but it was all in English so only Vernon and Joshua could fully understand it. They'd both nod whenever they would agree with Leanne and Joshua would be shocked whenever she cussed while Vernon would nod his head in approval. She suddenly slapped the girl in front of her and it shocked them but it was karma for disrespecting her like that. She sighed and turned around to leave but she did something that the boys never thought she'd do ever in her life. She grabbed two phones and threw them to the ground. It shocked all of the boys but they thought it was a well deserved action. She turned away from them again before say somethig that the boys recognized but couldn't understand. "Mga putangina." They know Leanne used that word with them too but they didn't know what it meant. Once Leanne left the room, Seventeen looked and glared at the 4 people there and crossed their arms. Some cleared their throats to prepare their throats for the longest speech they were going to give to these fakes.

안녕 !! Hi everyone !! Pretty intese chapter huh ? I swear, I was just getting heated while writing this hehe. Everytime Leanne took a stop to sigh in frusteration was just me getting really angry while writing lol. Anyways, hope you enjoyed !! 사랑해 !! 안녕 !

~래안