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Chapter 10: explain

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Superhero
Lauv
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" I met a superhero
I lost her, i want her back

She did things to me that no one else could have
I missed that "

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‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾　Melody　☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙

I woke up extra early tomorrow to avoid the girls and especially Jonah. I was contemplating if i should wear Jonah's hoodie or not, deciding against it and folding it neatly, placing it on Jonah's desk. I slipped on some tracksuits and a hoodie, pulling the hood right over my head, hiding my bed head. I packed up my bags and hurried out, ignoring the few students who gave me weird looks.

I went straight for the library and thank goodness, it was almost deserted, i couldn't face anyone at this point. I sunk into a seat, pulling out my computer and plugging in my earphones, letting music fill my ears. I was working on an essay that was due in next week, better safe than sorry right? I was just mindlessly tapping my pencil and occasionally typing when messages started popping up from the corner of my screen. I didn't bother clicking it and just read it from my notification bar.

Jonah

Please. I'm sorry.

Talk to me Mel

I miss you

Come back to the dorm,
i know you left earlier

Where are you? Just let me explain.

You didnt let me finish

Melody...you're the only person i trust

Then why dont you tell me why
you refuse to talk to me, to anyone

I cant
This user has blocked you

I haven't talked to anyone in ages,
because sometimes, the people that
are closet to you, leave you without a
word. I caused everything that had
happened to me and my family
by speaking, so avoiding
speech is the easiest way out. I dont
want to hurt you.

I love you too much to hurt you (a/n btw Melody did not read that part since she blocked Hoenah)

I blocked Jonah because i couldn't take it. A simple i miss you or I'm sorry or i can explain isn't going to fix this situation. I've just been told by 4 of my closets friends that i was unwanted. And now i have no one, not a single person. I slammed my laptop shut and groaned into my hands, the librarian quick to shush me up. I apologise annoyedly and went to the library shelves, grabbing a book and just reading it, not caring what the hell the book is about. I still had a few minutes to school so at least i got something to do.

"Melody?" A sweet voice said from beside me. I looked up from my book and bet the blue-green eyes of my best friend. I stood up and pushed her out of the way, sliding my book into no particular area.

"Melody wait" Amora said, grabbing my arm.

"Go away" i muttered, shaking her hand away.