Let Me Be the One (Camren)

Beating Hearts

8 years later

Camila

I had a great morning, by the way I'm Camila Cabello, I'm 27 years old. I'm stupid for letting go of my great love. I'm still inlove with her. She was everything I needed. I was so immature and stupid to realize that 8 years ago. Yes, I'm Bisexual.

I dated a guy named Austin whom Lauren hated the most. I don't know what came into my mind the day I said yes to him. Fuck! Why am I so idiot?

Well, I have moved on from all shits but I still love her. I lost contact with her after our break up. I searched for her after I graduated from college, i wanted to get back with her. I love her so much, that I could punch myself for letting her go.

I'm currently working as a Respiratory Therapist at San Pedro Hospital where my mother works as a clinic secretary. We were having a station meeting for welcoming the new doctor from Miami, Florida.

"Chancho! Are you listening to our head?" Dinah whispers to me. "I am, I just don't understand a thing she's saying." Dinah laughs.

"Shhhh!" Normani scolded us.

We heard that she is one of the youngest doctors and she's also hot. Well, I didn't catch her name. Dinah and I are just chatting while having our station meeting.

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"Hi. How are you?" Austin asked. Yes he's also a Respiratory Therapist, we were classmates in college.

"Doing fine without you. How about you?" I asked him back. Dude, he's annoying sometimes. I dont know why, he just annoys me.

"Ouch! That hurts, hey, I heard that there's a new hot doctor coming." He said smirking. Ugh! Here he is again.

"Yes. And why is that you didn't attend our station meeting?" I asked raising my eyebrow.

"Ohh. I hot hang up with someone at the house." He's a manwhore, I say to you he is a manwhore. Thank God I didn't let him touch me.

I just rolled my eyes on him.

Someone handed some papers with the name "Dr. Lauren Jauregui".

My eyes went wide, 'she's still single thank God' I thought. Wait. She's a doctor? Wow. I always knew she would do great in life.

"Please if you'll see Dr. Jauregui, hand her these records." Our head therapist said, Lauren apperently is a pedia specialist for Pulmonary diseases.

"Uh- Yes ma'am." I was hestitant to answer if I'll accept it. I'm nervous. What the hell?! 'Ofcourse you are, you'll get to see your ex that you fucked up dumbfuck.' Ughh why am I arguing with myself?

Minutes later, I saw her. She is heading towards Respi Unit.

She's beautiful with those green eyes, her lips, her curves, the way she walks it's like she's a ramp model. Why did I let this beautiful being go? I surely regret everything I've done.

"Hi. Can I get the patients' records please?" I heard her asked my workmate.

"Camila, where's the records?" My workmate asked me.

Then Lauren turned her head towards me like she saw a painful view.

"Ohh- Yes- uh- wait. Here it is doc." I handed the records to Lauren, I'm so nervous I stuttered and my hands are shaking.

"Thanks Camz." She smiled. God. She still loves me? I dont want to assume.

Then she walked away with a nurse tailing her. She would go rounds to the wards.

I hope I could get another chance with her this time. And I'll make it up to her.