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Yoongi...

Do you know how much it killed me that you didn't go to Prom with me.

I knew you lied about your aunt in the hospital. I knew it was because of your parents.

Baby do you know how much I miss you...

I want to be with you so badly but I can't...

Why am I so scared...

It kills me being this scared about confronting everyone about my sexuality especially my father.

Since my mother abandoned me, I've been afraid of being my true self because I feel everyone would abandon me.

Yoongi, do you know how hard it is for me to not go and hug you and have you cuddle in my chest

Tell you how much I love you

How much you mean to me baby

It kills me every day at school.

Today in graduation I was determined to tell you.

But your parents found me and saw that I yelled your name and again they threatened me... that they will make sure my father would be out of a job. It scared me and I ran away again...

I'm such a coward...

I don't deserve you...

You deserve better.

Always yours,
Jimin.

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