1. Who is the first person you think of when you wake up? I know it sounds stupid, but it's either my mom or my cat Brin.
2. Who is the last person you think about before you go to sleep? Everyone in my mind palace, as that's where I go to fall asleep.
3. Sexuality? I kind of prefer not to label myself, it's sort of an asexual kind of thing. Trying to explain it would be a waste.
4. Are you insecure about your sexuality? No, not really, i managed to just not give a fuck.
5. Are you open about your sexuality? What is there to be open about? I don't want to have sex, it's not like I get asked about it.
6. Do your parents know? If by parents you mean my mom, then yes. She thinks it's more of a 'I'm young and I just haven't found the right person yet' but says that even if I never did get married, she wouldn't have a problem with it.
7. Ever want to switch genders? I dunno, do you mean like instantly? Fuck yes. I could just transform into a dude whenever people pissed me off. They'd be so fucking confused, and it'd be like the Best way to do social experiments.
8. Are you doing okay? Yeah, I guess. I kind of started freaking out earlier because I'm watching my cousins and when I'm with them too long I get really overwhelmed because I don't have any way to contact the outside world except online and I feel too isolated.
9. Have you done any of this in the past 24 hours?: Attemtped suicide, thought about suicide, cried yourself to sleep, self-injured, starved yourself, or made yourself throw up? [withheld]
10. If you answered yes to 9, why did that happen? I really think this is kind of a stupid question to ask, when most of the time people who are going through things like that, they don't have a specific reason, and it can be really frustrating to them being asked that question.
11. Are you in love, or have a crush on anyone? Well I have a boyfriend, and I completely adore him. So I'd have to say yes.
12. Ever liked more than one person at the same time? Yes, and it was confusing and I was guilt ridden the entire time, and finally it turned out both of them 'liked' me but neither actualy wanted to date me.
13. Do you believe in the ideology of soulmates? I'm very conflicted about it. On the one hand I think that there is a person out there for everyone, that they can be happy with and spend the rest of their lives with. But I also know that some people are perfectly happy alone, so maybe the soulmate thing can be platonic or romantic.
14. Your biggest regret Um, I have a lot of regrets, and I can't really think of my biggest one right now.
15. Something you wish you could change about your past [withheld]
16. Something you wish you could forget see above
17. Has someone physically, sexually, or emotionally abused you? [withheld]
18. If you're comfortable with it, share your story from 17 if your answer was yes. see above
19. The last time you cried. Umm, it was recently, but I don't remember when.
20. Why were you crying? Probably over school, or my 'friend' who's really not a friend at all.
21. The person in your life that has made you cry the most Um, my dad.
