Chapter 16

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~Steven's POV~

I woke up wishing I could've just died in my sleep. I don't want to be in a world with no Jossy. I didn't want to be in a world where I am the reason she's not here. I feel my heart break thinking about this I can't take the pain. I go and grab a piece of paper and a pencil.

Another 14 year old dead. This time it's a guy. And the guy killed himself because he could deal with the guilt of breaking a suicidal girls heart I don't want to live a life without her. I want to be with my happiness. I'm sorry mom and Jackie and dad. Don't be too sad just think if it this way. I did this so that I could be happy. I love you all. Sorry again.

I write a quick note and leave it on my bed along with Jossy's letter next to it I then bring sticky notes too. I also take Jossy's little quoted sticky note and a piece of tape since it's not sticky anymore. I jump out my window so no one questions where I'm going. I get to the exact spot where she stood when I broke her heart and write on one sticky note

Where she stood when I broke her heart

I stick the sticky note on the bridge I then scoot over to where I stood

Where I stood when I broke her heart

I write on the sticky note and place it on the ground I then walk to the end of the bridge

And this is where I looked back at her sad eyes and realized I had just made a horrible mistake

I place it on the bridge. I jog back to where I found Jossy's sticky note I place it there then write one last note

~"My Angel didn't fly" he whispered and jumped~

I place it ended Jossy's and place the sticky notes and sharpie on the bridge. Now it has Jossy's favorite quote and a quote of mine under it so now it says

~"Angels can fly" she whispered and jumped

"My angel didn't fly" he whispered and jumped~

After I stare at it for a second I look over the edge of the bridge one last time. I once again place the tips of my toes over the edge and let myself start leaning over the edge

"Whoops" I whisper as I fall over the edge

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